..As We Walk..

2012-01-07T08:29:00.001-08:00

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November

2011-11-24T23:42:00.000-08:00

Lama benar tak update blog. Bukan sibuk tapi malas.Kali ni xde nak bagi alasan dah skrg.Simply mengaku.Haha. Jujur!Based on previous entry, I was talking about what happened in October,well,at least I updated my blog once a month. Despite not knowing who's been reading my blog, it's a good practice to update something yea.For at least you can refer back to your history when you needed them.Hee.

So November.It passed (not yet at this moment I'm writing this) so fast without realized it's coming to its end already.Few days ahead, it's December, which the month of my fav!I love December so much that every January I look forward to see December again,yes that soon!It's not just because my birthday is on December (the very first day of December,note that in your book), most of happy things happened in December. For example my first trip to London n Paris was in December,my first gf was in December, her birthday is in December,......(krok..krok..cari if any).....owh,I do personally love December babies!We are cool!

Ok,move on, I forgot that I'm supposed to talk about November.Hee.So this month was my graduation day for college. It went well,it was fun,it was more with friends around.We went out for photoshotting (this is a wrong spelling),we dressed up so well,everyone looked handsome and pretty,it was totally a great moment for us!

We spent like 5 hours for this outdoor activity. When the pictures came, the output was awesome!Everyone looked very great!I shall share photos with you all,maybe later.

Owh, I forgot again, that was in October!=p

For muslim, we celebrated raya haji or some called it as raya korban.This year, I was forced to join "melapah lembu" activity, with my dad's personal attention. Let me share the story with you. Since I'm a single guy,working in factory,dah hbs belajar,so my family kesian with me and started to try to match make me with a neighbor. Long story short, I was together with her in sekolah agama in year 2 (which I never stay until year 6) and that was all about it.

Well, I won't prolong the uninteresting story of mine.Move on..

Did I ever mention about our Continental Annual Dinner?It happened on 12 November and it was, I have to say, a well done project!Congratulation to the team!It was only 7 of us working on this but practically only 4 of us who have worked our tut off for this night.It was a great experience for all of us on handling such a project.

The biggest project I ever involved in was only around RM 58 k (Uniten Grad Nite 2010) but this time it's over RM 200 k.Big money for big event. One thing I learned, we spent big portion of the money for the food. I'm glad we all worked together to put a great show for the company.*happy*

Work wise (a lil bit of work related story,ok?), during KRA review, it's actually the time when bosses review our performance, turned out well for me. My boss gave a good comments on my performance and said he don't see why I can't be promoted soon and then he added, knowing I'm from KL, he wanted to keep me for longer.Ok,more or less, what he said cheer me up a lil!=)

Ok,too long for an entry I guess.Catch you all later!;)

Bulan Oktober

2011-10-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

Things had to be here and there kind of stuff. There are things that made me happy,there are things were not so kind.Life,personally,not really that blue.Work,always been grey.Love is always black. I'm not that eager for convocation next month.I'm not excited at all.

September been really messy for me. I can't figure out lots of stuff. Talk about heart, seriously one mess conclusion.

Kenapa Bangun Lambat Kalau Boleh Bangun Awal

2011-09-05T21:59:00.000-07:00

So I've been practicing to wake up early now. Trying to maintain the life during Ramadhan where I woke up at 5 am to perform solat sunnat before eat something for sahur. Now that I'm practicing the same thing during Syawal. In co-junction with Puasa 6, other then racing towards the rewards (sincerely), I feel so much better to live a life this way.

By waking up early, I get to start my day early also get to do so much things before heading to Continental.For example, today I get to do some errands like banking stuff (byr hutang sana-sini thing) without have to queue up because no one was there as that early! Make sense yea?

I get to see the world before anyone does!Basically that's my whole point.Other than that, when my brians start that early, I get to start-up early too for work.Now life at work is so much..ok,lets not talk about work here because work,never end!Just a short note on work stuff.

Lets put another plus point on waking up early.I get to solat Subuh early and spend more pages on Al-Quran.I found out it really makes me feel good if I can spend more pages in the morning.It has to do with "merawat hati", I believe.Owh,by solat subuh early,I can focus more on solat and spend more time and concentration on doa too!It really helps!

Why don't you guys try the same thing too? Wouldn’t be that harm to wake up as early as 5 am every morning. You won't get tired by the end of the day, don't worry, provided you "sahur" too.I'm trying to maintain the good spirit like I had during Ramadhan.Because I miss Ramadhan so much that I wanted to practice it throughout my life. Hopefully I can and so do you!

Allah helps us all,please!=)

Ramadhan Sudah Berakhir

2011-09-04T21:36:00.000-07:00

Untuk tahun ni,tahun 2011.Cepatnya berlalu memang tak dapat nak disangkal lagi. Baru semalam rasanya dok berperasaan seperti syok2 nak puasa,sahur,terawikh.Tau-tau dah habis ramadhan kali ni.Ke korang tak perasan pun ramadhan pernah hadir tahun nie?Perasan?Aku tak perasan.Sbb kalau kira ibadah,malu nak mengaku orang berpuasa di bulan ramadhan ni,apa tah lagi nak mengaku orang Islam.Orang Islam berpuasa lebih dari sekadar menahan diri dari lapar dan dahaga.Aku,jgn citer.Memalukan sesungguhnya.

Tapi yang pasti ramadhan punya aura yang sangat luar biasa.Siangnya terasa sangat-sangat tenang dan malamnya sangat-sangat damai.Waktu bukan satu tekanan dan hari bukan lagi satu kiraan.Aku rasa sangat selamat dalam bulan ramadhan.Tak seperti bulan-bulan lain.Bila malam, aku rasa dilindungi,serius,lelaki berdada bidang macam aku (hoho) pun bulan risau (paranaoid).Argh!Rindu lagi malam-malam masa ramadhan.Bukan boleh diulang tahu?Kalau tahun ni ko orang dah sia-sia kan dengan segala aktiviti duniawi,manakan boleh diulang lagi masa yang dah lepas.

Tahun nie tahun keberapa tah aku berpuasa diluar rumah,maksudnya aku tak buka dan sahur bersama keluarga.sejak masuk ke STAR sampai ke kerja,aku tak pernah berpuasa penuh di rumah.Tapi serius kali ni first time berpuasa di Penang, perasaan dan jiwa dan aura ramadhan super tinggi.Rasanya sungguh kuat.Tiap-tiap hari aku rasa bahagia dan selamat.Tengok berapa kali dah aku sebut pasal rasa selamat.

Tapi dalam kesedihan bulan Ramadhan pergi, perlu bergembira menyambut Syawal juga.Tapi sahabat-sahabat Rasulullah dulu pun bersedih bila ramadhan nak habis.Semoga aku punya kesedaran seperti mereka juga.

So,to conclude,cuma nak buat ucapan hari raya kat semua yang mengenali aku selaku Azrie Zulzharif Bin Adzman.Selamat hari raya aidil fitri.Maaf zahir batin mana salah silap aku sepanjang korang kenal aku selaku kekasih,kawan,teman,sahabat hatta musuh sekali pun, aku minta maaf terkasar,terlebih,termakan.

Semoga semangat ramadhan dapat diteruskan sepanjang masa kawan-kawan!

Something Nice

2011-08-22T16:51:00.000-07:00

Maria Elana did something brilliant today (or whenever she had that entry posted).She came clean about her "hijab" status and intention.She nicely explained about how she felt for the past years as a "hijabers" and that was a job well done. Comments flooded in the page telling how they "feel for her", how good was the entry and frankly, that was the best entry I ever came across!

I wanna say thank you to her for posting a noble stuff like that and I should thank Allah for giving her what all the readers have pray for her. I positively think all her readers are praying for the guidance from Him and finally it reached her. Thank you to both of you, Maria and Allah,(erm,that doesn't seems quite right yes?).Lets just put it like this,THANK YOU ALLAH for making Maria posted a BIG entry like that.

I'm quite sure that entry gonna touches more hearts that the number of letters in that post.I'll keep praying for Maria and everyone out there.May Allah always be with us all!

So Desparate

2011-08-18T05:26:00.000-07:00

I challenge myself to set up a company and an online business for friends and myself.We go with GPM Group Sdn. Bhd. Basically it started from a small hang out group called Geng Pasar Malam (GPM). We want to expand GPM more than just a hang out group but more than that. We wish to have our own business because we just love to do things together.

Background members of GPM is all graduated student from UNITEN. Different study background. We have mechanical ,electrical,electronics,communication,database, network setup degree holders. We were so actively involved in lots of university program. We are a group of leader, director, secretary and so on. We have experiences in management but of course it university level.

As for myself, I started from being just a committee member until I was a director for Graduation Night 2010. It was one of a hell post for myself. I just love and can't stop involved in programs. I guess I love management so much that I also a drop out student. But that just can't stop me from being me.

Now,I took another step to manage a real deal, a real business. I'm focusing on Glow Style Boutique now. It's still under set up.I took the challenge as a coordinator and to be frank, it was so interesting.I get to explore more on the best side of me,at least it made me felt that way.

I can't stop thinking now.I can't stop finding for the new ideas, I can't stop searching for the best way of doing things and handle stuff. I love the start I can tell. As a coordinator, you have to proof that you can do it done well.Allah, I love the ideas that you throw in me and the chance to be able to think wide.You made me realized there are more than just to think but to get Your bless too!

I have to proof not only to all my GPMians friends but also to my family and the most important thing is to myself.

We had this spirit to get things done or "buat malu kelab" since we were in Uniten which I found it really helping.You like it or not, you have to put the effort to make sure it will run as smooth and successful it has to be.That's is me!I need to do this and I hope Allah will help us all the way!Amin..

When you are in working line like me, it wider your angle and see things wider and from different perspective.

My aim is to open a shop that where all the online blogshop owner can have their stuff to be displayed at the shop. But first of course we need to make sure the label is well establish.To do that, we will start with online blogshop platform. We need to gain trust and named from other blogshop owner.As a start, glow style boutique not only selling our own product but also a platform for other online shop as well.

I believe when you own the platform,you own the business line.That's the guideline.

Know why I'm so desperate?Because I had this thought of at this very young age,why I want to be so comfortable now when I can be proud of what I work for for tomorrow.

I'm not going to long the story but in short, I hope Allah bless all of us.Amin..

Hari Nie

2011-08-11T03:49:00.002-07:00

Wah,so nie probably be the 3rd entry for today.Satu perkembangan yang super dashat.Selama nia aku igt akan menjadi slow utk update memandangkan access hanya broadband or sumtimes people just refer it as berukband.But never mind la because as long as I have inet access,berukband pun berukbandla.Hee.

And today happened to be a fine day as well.I feel glad that I managed to get few things done,minus is already due for so long anyway,but I'm just playing safe,stay on the optimistic side.Hee.You have to admit yea fellow co-workers,it's not that you always be on the donkey side because you have to be on the turtle side too sometime to taste the best of both world!=p ...(lamela Azrie nie)..

Things were fine today I guess that's why I feel a lil productive until I managed to ignore blog Cik Epal or Maria Elena or Hana Fedora (due to they are quite busy to update lately I guess),or even blogserius or even checking out jejariruncing if there is any new entry about her status now (well,believe me,her tragedy is a joke to others but a good lesson for myself).

And today I managed to make myself happy to make someone laugh at Continental chat room (don't get me wrong,I seldom online unless there's something necessary).She was enjoying her dancing rabbit icon and I told her she must be in very good mood until she has time to play with her dancing rabbit and she laughed!Well,at least I just made someone day.

Tomorrow will be another day.I just hope I'll be productive like today!

I'm Struggling

2011-08-10T15:48:00.001-07:00

Yea,I found out that I'm struggling to few things these days.I've been struggling with my work,my istiqomah in my life as a Muslim.

Struggling with my work

Allah,this is probably what You've been noticing me in my days at Continental.I'm struggling to keep the spirit of keeping my work done on time and managing my work.I've been distracted by light reading on the web while my works have been delayed for so long.I have reports to get done,cases to investigate and pile of un-touch work related reading material.This probably the heaviest agenda so far,it's heavier than "when are you going to get married" question.

I have lots of passion towards my work,seriously.I even stayed up,not at my will,the whole night to think how am I suppose to do this and that tomorrow at work,what this and that,all about my work.I was struggling to sleep one night due to this reason.But end up I stuck reading some blogs on how they had crush on someone or about a young becoming mother,how shawl is cool,nonsense right?I mean their material is not but myself,is nonsense right?

Struggling to stay istiqomah

Having mention that, by far this is the worst part.I just can't stop betraying myself by promising to do this and that regularly but end up I stuck watching History Channel or Discovery Channel on how a cute girl like Kelly is a truck driver,nonsense right?Again,I didn't mean the cute Kelly but myself!I found it really hard,freaking hard!

To promise yourself to this but end up you are doing some thing else and if it's beneficial for here after life,than I don't see any problem with that but with watching tv and do something not beneficial at all,who does that??Me?Of course me.Guilty for my own dumbness.

To do my time in Penang

I don't see much trouble staying in Penang actually.I enjoy myself tho.The best thing is work place and home is never an issue.I enjoy staying at Continental,I get the time all by myself,enjoy my own sweet time.I once said "if penang is my hometime,I'd stay in Continental for a longer time".

But not all good thing comes forever.One day I shall be back in KL.I have family there,friend,I have dreams in KL.So I give myself 3 years to stay in Penang.To gain as much experience as I can to qualify me an experience engineer in my field,electronics.

To summarized my entry with "AGGHHH!!I'm suck because I can't keep my words for even myself!!"

Final Confession

2011-08-10T15:27:00.001-07:00

Yesterday,I made a confession,final confession to someone who I've been adored and care about and love.Someone I know back then and already for the past10 years.I want to marry her,I told her.

Well,a man has to do what a man has to do right?Especially for someone who hopeless romantic like me.Hee.But to be truth,sometimes I did found myself too hopeless in my love stories.It's not that I didn't try hard enough to stand as a typical guy but I just had to be myself.And if by calling myself a hopeless romantic,then I am a hopeless romantic!

In my defend,whenever you like someone and happened to be someone who you really love,you have to stand like a man and claim your love at all cost.Ouh don't label a guy like me a loser,because it's simply not.Why do you want to let go your believe just because you are afraid for another label,right?A gentleman should claim what he believes is best for him (as I mentioned ealier,"in my defend" for God's sake).

But seriously,selagi there is a hope and chance,I won't let go of what I want.Maybe there will be an answer to my prayer one day,but this is what I've been praying all this while it's just that I don't have the answer for it.He has!But He's been keeping it by himself and I know He knows best.

How do I feel about it yea?Em,actually it does feels good,great indeed.Because to let the curiosity out of my head and not to play within myself is good.To let someone you care to know how much you care about them is like Good Life by One Republic and the song lingering in my head over and over again now.

At least it's good for me and I hope by making a confession will be good in both world,at least it's good for me.I don't really worry about the answer though,and to be realistic,if it's not her,there will be another her,right?I'm not saying that I just simply confess for the sake of a confession,it was sincere,but if you can't have her,it's for the best.

"Dear Allah,I've been praying for the best and only you capable of showing me what is the definition of "the best" for me.So I shall say thank you in advance because You've been keeping Your words towards a slave that You'll show what is best for us.Thank you Allah"

Kenapa Aku Suka Buat Entry Dalam Bahasa Inggeris

2011-08-09T03:51:00.000-07:00

Hmm,I put a long title this time to express my own concern on why I like to make entry in english even my english jauh ke longkang.Hee.I think I did posted something on similar topic last time but couldn't recall if any and too lazy to search in the dashboard.Forgive me for that.Bak kata blogger famous, yg aku dah tersangkut baca tue,cik epal.Aku sendiri xfaham kenapa aku dok layan bc blog dia.Cuma aku figure out something,i just enjoy reading life experience sharing esply by the first handed sharing from the writer themselves.

Back to the topic,I know and it's obvious that I'm not good in english,my grammar,lucky me mozilla provide spelling auto-checker,if not it wouldn't be worst than a nightmare for sure, my sentences,jauh sungguh nak dibandingkan on how Hana Fedora put every light words into a smooth phase that I just couldn't stop reading her blog sampai khatam,khatam here is referring until her very first entry.It's like eating Cadbury chocolate bar, I just couldn't stop consume it with a conscious mind of my blood sugar-only-Allah-knows-how-high-it-is-now.

But simply to put it that,I just enjoy expressing my life in english.I just love it and I enjoy every second of it. It's not that I don't appreciate Bahasa Melayu. But I'm good (not great) in Malay. I can deliver and talk non stop in Bahasa Melayu.But not so much good with English.So I told myself why I want to be proud with what I already good at,why don't I start try to be good at with something else. Kalau cik epal baca post nie, sure dia xberminat dgn aku pyn.Dia minat lelaki yg pandai english je.Hee.

And,lucky me I don't have any readers, not that I know at least.Hee.So bolehla mengarut in english.But frankly,sometimes bila I read my post all over again, even after I published it,I found out that like I'm just fooling myself pun ada.Tp aku xkesahla.Asal aku happy!=))

Ramadhan

2011-08-08T15:49:00.000-07:00

It's now already 9th day of the bless-full Ramadhan and Allah knows how times fly.I cannot tell how much I'm going to miss Ramadhan which lucky for us to have one and unlucky for us bcos it's going to be only once a year. After 11 months of being you, the flaw not mention imperfect human being also known as the slave of Allah, now it's the BIGGEST chance for you to be, the other you.

I can feel the absent of satan but one thing I realized, the satanic voice in me is always there. Once an ustaz told me that what really shows during Ramadhan is the satanic version of you. How devil you are when there is no "voice" telling and pulling you towards bad stuffs. And frankly speaking, I see that strong satanic version inside me now.

It's not that I don't realize it before since it's already the 24th times since the first time I fasting,minus 4 years during I was a little boy-ok-i-don't-remember-when-was-the-first-time-I-fasting,but to be honest, this year,I really noticed it.And every time Ramadhan passed me by,only then I realize,Owh Allah, I just missed another Ramadhan.

And if this continues,I dont know how wasted and rugi I am as a Muslim. Ramadhan is not every month out of 12 months a year you know, it's like you are having 30 ringgit, the last 30 ringgit in your wallet, how are you going to spend it,how are you going to invest on it so that you'll never regret spending on by the end of your time in dunia.

Allah, I'm freaking out you know.Of course You have idea how scared and worried and stupid I am. I just hope I'll do better today, I mean now, I mean right at this second, I mean right at this tick-tock. I'll never stop searching for the guidance, and if I'm lost, I hope I'll find it again. It's my responsibility ever since I was born on 1st of December on 1987, ok plus 9 months when I started to win over other swimmers (if you guys understand my point).

Till then, I love you, Ramadhan.and Allah too!And of course the lover of Allah,my one and only Muhammad s.a.w.

p/s:I'm going to berbuka alone this week as my housemate will not be around and Allah knows how lonely I am.Hukhuk.

Ramadhan Dulu,Sekarang Dan DotDot

2011-08-01T00:37:00.000-07:00

Wah,Ramadhan datang lg utk kesekian kalinya.What a beatiful month,a wonderful and full with bless for only one month!So get yourself to power up all your ibadah in this month.Don't let it slip not even one second without doing good deeds.

Ok,but off the note a bit, I would like to share some good memories during ramadhan during school time, university time and now,as a working person.

Dulu masa kat sekolah,kat STAR,honestly,5 years berpuasa di sekolah wasnt really great.You know,you have no choice in terms of berbuka,bersahur.U just have to bare with wut school provided to you.Waiiiittttt!!But it always been a good memories for me.Berpuasa dan bersahur dgn kawan2 kat STAR.Not that bad actually.I enjoyed myself anw and fyi,i'm just talking about the food here ok.hee.=)

Kat Uniten,has to say,the best time masa bulan Ramadhan.I got to choose what to eat and where to eat.I enjoyed buka dgn kawan2,sahur dgn kawan2.Ms ni you don't have to worry about anythg.U just go mana2 nak berbuka or sahur.Less worry means more enjoy time.I miss to berbuka kat Uniten sebenarnya.=(

Igt one day nak berbuka dgn kawan2 mcm dulu2 kat uniten.Have to plan!

Now bekerja,kat Penang,I'm not sure my nasib how.But I'll make sure it will be fun with Syahir and Marul.=)

On Random Note

2011-07-30T21:36:00.000-07:00

Continental:
It's been 7 to 8 months already in Continental Automotive Components as an engineer there.It's been great,it's been good.I enjoy my stay in Penang.But I couldnt wait to come back in KL.I have to say,Penang has served it's best place to work and if Penang is my hometown, I'm surely will stay here for longer time.But unfortunately, KL is my hometown and I just love KL.Ok,it's obvious this I speak less on continental and my working life but talk more on nak blk KL.=p

Ok,lets try again.Hee.

Ok,malas nak citer psl kerja.Booooo!

24 year old:
The other day I heard one movie linee,"We are only 22 years old.It's a long way to go".Come to think again,I was 22 years old and now i'm 24 years old!!!!How times fly!!!!!!I'm 24 years old now.Dah tua wey but I'm still below 30 years so I consider myself masih muda.Hee.But it'll be no time and without you realized it,when you already pass 30.But life has been great for me.=)

Future plan:
I must achieve something that I can proud of by 40.We are working on coffee house business.InsyaALLAH,kalau ada rezeki,kita akan berjaya buat. Marriage,not in the list yet.Hee.

Ok,that's all on my random note.:)

Maria Elena

2011-07-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

In one of my previous post, I did promoting one blog,Hana Fedora,how I really falls to like her by her writing,her life experience sharing, I still do.And in this post, I'd like to share another blog, Maria Elana's blog at www.peliks.blogspot.com. Maria Elena,is her name already picture how exciting person she can be.

Ok,I'm going to talk about someone I never meet before.Last time with Hana Fedora, I found out that she was my senior in Uniten and with Maria, I just learned she used to be in UTP as I did too and happened to have mutual fren with me,Mariam,my classmate during primary school.How cool is that yea?I'm surrounded with cool people.

From her blog I know we both share same birthday charm,we both in engineering field except diff major,I'm electronics and communication and she's in chemical.

Through my reading, I have to say,she's is a cool person,awesome as she claimed she is.She has this one criteria that whatever she wants to do,she'll go for it.She has nothg to stop her literally.Which not everyone has that due to the "inside voice" in their head telling no to certain idea on writing.She,Maria Elena,she's just herself in her world.

I may not her personally meet her but I believe she's a interesting person to hang out with,a cool fren indeed.

Owh,one more thing,on the other note,Maria she wasn't wear hijab before,lately or I cudnt tell myself when she started to wear hijab,but I want to wish her semoga dia wont stop pakai hijab and teruskan dgn hijab dia.She's pretty young girl,with her hijab or with not,but with hijab,she's far more pretty and dapat pahala too.:)

Well,you go girl!Teruskan bring the joy in your writing for others to share as well,or at least for me.:) I doakan semoga you always success and be a good muslimah.

Hi There

2011-05-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

Hi there!

I just learned how working like has sucked all your life and time to update your blog (just another reason why I haven't update my blog). Though it wasn't that busy all day but I can't update blog from my office desk.So have to come home and turn on laptop and broadband and blabla..(excuse..too many that it hurts the reader.hee)

Well,in short, life has been normal lately.Too normal that I hardly find anything interesting through my days to share in here. Unlike during college time when you have all your friends around you for good-to-go activities. Be it anytime or anything, there's always a yes to it.Minus with a slim pocket of yours, that's normal during college life.

Well,I've been reading this one blog, hanafedora.co.uk.It's just a simple blog,simple issue,simple words, simple layout, and the most important thing is, with simple english. Gosh, I just love this blog!Entertaining.Very.And I start to write like her now. During working hours, when I get stuck with certain issue, I always take 5 by reading her entries (clearly it wasn't only 5, more than that.hee)

Her simple blog just give me a relaxing piece of mind and thought. She made me realized that life shouldn't be too hard and you shouldn't be too hard on it too. I never knew she was my senior in college though.A very hard working one, enthusiastic in social stuff in college, we (my pardon, not in intimate sense) share the same interest. She loves London so much as much as I do. That's one thing so obvious. I felt for London when I went there during winter time on December 2009.

I guess her life sharing experience made me realized so many things in life. I start to see thing in more proper way. I'm a believer by writing and reading life sharing experience can be really big for someone like me.I open your see-things wider. I just can't stop reading hana's blog.Hee.

I've been checking few updates from my friends through facebook. Some of them is getting married this soon, got engaged, some got new cars and bought house for their future family, some have been enjoying life as saying goes you only live one time.Talking about engagement, marriage, new car n house, it's really interesting. How their lives in growing interestingly.

Well,I also have some updates of course. I just bought a new car.Saga FL, full specs, white colour. I didn't planned to have a white car but you know, somehow I think it suits me.Hee.I love white in so many ways.Room, shoes, clothes and ever since I was in high school, the pants and shirt were white. I still clearly remember one of my favorite principle once told the boys, when you wear something white means you are ready to make sure you stay clean in white. The best thing about my new car,it's auto transmission babeyh!Hee.One thing I love the most about a car. And to be honest, countless times of how frequent I had to send it for a wash. Spoiled white car!Duh!

So after 3 months, almost 4, I had to go and make my boss to remember about 3 months review for the post that I'm holding now. By email, I reminded him about it, no guts to face to face with him to ask about it. I was too polite in the email that when I asked my boss about it, and he replied in short, "Good question" and I replied, "I was just wondering about how am I doing for the past 3 months".Too good to be truth.Hee.

And now I'm confirmed after 3 months of my service time which it should be 6 months at least to confirm and I just can't wait for the 6 months I guess.Hee.Lucky me and alhamdulillah, He made it easier for me. Eligible for 12 days leave now and I better plan it wisely. So far 2 days during school holidays, I just want to be at home when my mum is around because I've been spending too much time,growing outside the house for the past 13 years, 2 days for my coming convocation on October this year. So 8 days left with still empty calender. Who knows I might need it for some occasion in future.

Honestly, I miss home so much. Living in Penang, 400 km plus from home, though I'm big enough to survive, I'm still a homeboy kind of guy. I miss KL too I guess. Despite of it's KL, traffic jam and so on, there are no other place like home,right?

Ok, I guess I talked too much in one post and you probably had enough one night. Better stop now. Tomorrow I'm leaving Penang for home again and it's been straight 4 weeks in a row now but who cares. Money you can find but the best time at home and KL, you can never bought it with your money.So screw my saving.=p

Adios friend!Take care of yourself.Be safe out there!

p/s:hana reminds me so bad about London and how I felt for it on my very first sight of London. I will really come back for London!

Ok,Not A Serious Talking

2011-03-19T03:11:00.000-07:00

When you start to tell your stories,out here,in blog,sumtimes it limits the whole story dat you REALLY want to share it here.Hmm!But wth,just spill it out here right?Hee.Who cares?

So dah 3 bulan di Continental,Penang.A lot to tell,lots of stories.So I'm just going to slow it down a bit (the way I tell it) and not to miss each and every point behind.Hee.

Now,my work needs me to go here and there,meet people,lots of people sumtimes I tend to forget their name.Ada En Haszani,Ngan,Siva,Munish,Mok,Azim..(ok,i'm trying hard not to mention about girls here.=p).Ok,bluf,ada Afifah,Anis,Maslia,Siew Ling,..too many to mention all here.But it's significantly to mention these people (because?), there are the people I see everyday.

Yg mana aku plg rapat?Work wise,Anis,my mentor,who eagerly to groom me in such a way that I must be as aggressive as her.Honestly speaking,she has been so aggressive when it comes to quality issue (which turned to be my responsibilities now).Impressive young girl,well what more can I say about her.Never stop answering all my questions (thank you!) tho sumtimes she says no too.But,she's kind enuf to explain.Well,she helps me a lot!So I owe her.

Non-related-work wise,Afifah!Sorg yg suka kata dirinya independent walhal TIDAK!I can tell example here but dat wont be nice to share here!=p A girl who have pushed me everyday to do my work (work related) everyday.But she did helped my with my schedule.Hee.Kalau x,bos pasti potong KRA (sum sort of KPI) which by the end of the year,less bonus.Hee.Afifah she's cool,same age,never turn down my offer to go for a meal together (ok,i know what u r thking.so stop!she's a colleague).But yes,comfortable enuf!(y am i talking about girls ni??).We are going for an outing together rite afifah?Hee.

But honestly,it's doesnt mean anything at all.I just love to share stories here (u guys dont bring the stories out,ok?).

Ok,I'm a happy person today with these people who I mentioned earlier.Pg kerja best,balik kerja best (without traffic jam everyday),kawan2 kerja pun best,environment pun best.I just hope it will last until the time come (for??i dont have ans for dat).

Azrie bila nak kawin?Frankly,tgk kawan2 bertunang,ramai sudah,tipu kalau xterasa nak ikut jejak yg sama.Setiap kali bkk fb ada kawan2 sudah bertunang,which I'm happy for them.Tp tak bermaksud aku perlu ikut jejak yg sama.Teringin nak built a family as soon as possible.Teringin nak melangkah sambil dipimpin tangan oleh sorg wanita bergelar isteri (tapi?tapi?tapi?).I have too much of "tapi" dat sumtimes I dont know what it is for.

So I have this dateline for that.3 years!Y 3 years?R u waiting for sumone?Not necessary!That's just a period of I believe will be a good time to grow myself first and be sumbody with wider angel (I tot!).3 year (seriously azrie?were u just giving another cover-up reason?how did you guys know that I was just made it up?hee).Ok,it's for sumone I know well who currently busy catching up with her life and 3 years for her to establish too..(and I'm going to elaborate more bcos I tend to be too honest sumtimes!;p).

Owh,we (me n zubir) made new frens too with practical student,Syahir,Fifi and Anip (worth mentioning).They are the group of bachelors yg masuk dgn ktorg.They are simply comforting.

Being in quality (work stories lagi!) in totally about what you learn in class about electronics components,needs you to know about the whole thing and be able to ans when people ask you.It's just another way of looking electronics in terms of handling,quality that you need to have before operating it.So it's really cool!One day I had a small talk with a Germany guy about electronics and I shall share this tot with him too!

Ok,enuf lepas gian!Hee.Till fingers and ideas meet keyboard again!Sayonara everyone!:)

I Was A Dream

2011-03-19T02:57:00.000-07:00

Looking back at the past 10 years,I was just a kid who was struggling to catch all the words from a teacher's lips.Who totally naive is so many ways but yet having all the pride for myself.I was just a small student who've been dreaming of becoming sumbody one day.

And today,I stood tall like the rest of the people who are smart enuf to differentiate between what is real and what is not.And today, I'm an engineer!Who drives the world for a better meaning everyday.There is no doubt that I can do my job at my best.

It's about living you life to the best nowadays.No matter what people talk behind you back,no matter what people have in their mind about you.You,yourself know better than the rest of the world.You should stand high in pride of what you are.

This message send out for all the people out there who thinks they don't have sumthing to be proud off.At least,be proud of yourself!

Nak Ada Girlfriend?

2011-02-12T07:15:00.000-08:00

Well, I have to say that this has been too long without having a gf.It always wonder me when will I have a gf.Ijat dah nak kawin,Zubir sebelah kaki nak kawin,kawan2 dah ramai yg ada gf.Kddg terfikir sunyi gak hidup nie xde gf.

I'm asking myself bilakah umur yg patut utk ada gf,adakah terlalu lewat utk cari potential gf since my line of work,potential gf tue kurang.Hee.Well,dont laugh at my statement.I was just being naive.Hee.

But lepas solat,aku terfikir pulak,adakah aku sudah bersedia utk ada gf?Aku dah bekerja,bujang,rupa yg Allah bg nie terbaik,lelaki,layak rsnye berkahwin.Hee.

The truth question behind all this is,adakah aku mampu menjadi seorang suami yg terbaik utk isteri aku?Apakah pulak kriteria utk menjadi suami yg terbaik?

Pada pendapat aku,suami terbaik adalah lelaki yg mampu mendidik isterinya ke syurga.Yg mampu menjaga isterinya ke jalan kebaikan.Mendidik isterinya ke arah keberkatan.

Impian aku?Kalau boleh nanti aku kawin,aku mampu untuk mendidik isteri aku mengaji,mampu utk tegur dia kalau dia buat silap,boleh perbetulkan kesilapan dia.Aku nak kalau boleh kami mengaji bersama,solat bersama,beribadat bersama,saling ingat mengingati.Hmm..indahnya rumah tangganya!

Aku nie dah bersedia ke?Hmm!BIG QUESTION!

Just Few News To Share

2011-02-05T00:38:00.000-08:00

It's been ages since the last time i updated by blog.Believe me i did really want to update my blog but time,access to internet had to postponed my intention to blogging again.Hee.I was a blog walker for about a month already.They inspired me to write and share so many thing about my life.

So dikesempatan ini,hee,bahasa Melayu does get me in da mood of writing more and more,i just want to update everyone dat now i'm working already in Penang,with a German based company,Continental Corporation.Remembered last time i did mentioned about the interview trip to Penang?So Alhamdulillah,i did secured a job for me.Tuhan punya kuasa,budak seslow aku pun ade rezeki di muka bumi ini,masyaALLAH.:))

Continental Corporation Co,is now where i put all my heart n focus on giving what i have best in me,where i know i can always be the best of me.My post dkt Continental as Quality Planner Engineer.Ok,as pengawas di kilang,senang cerita.One thing about it is i'm half diverted from my main target to be in communication field.But i guess,engineering is too wide to tell.

Walaupun dah lari,tapi aku pasti ini ketentuan Dia.Dia pasti tahu kenapa di sini aku bersinggah.Jauh dari kampung halaman,jauh dari tempat bermain,jauh dari "hujan batu".Aku sendiri tak pasti apakah yg terserlindung dari semua takdir Dia utk aku,tp aku tahu Dia punya perancangan utk aku dan begitu juga utk org lain.Lalu aku sujud dah redha..

Ok,enuf with Bahasa Melayu yg boleh buat aku karang cerite pendek sedih.Hee.

So far,kerja semua bagus.Aku enjoy dgn life skrg nie.Selaku budak kacak conti bersama pakbir,ktorg pasti ktorg mampu utk menjadi pemain bola conti yg cemerlang.Kehkeh.

Pic:Budak kebanggan mak bapak dia.hee.

For The Last Couple Of Months

2010-12-14T10:25:00.000-08:00

Despite of the "HURAAY" bell for da so called pre-graduation ring last November,for the final paper of the very final exam for my degree,life has been really great and interesting journey n story to tell.The very final result for the degree also put me into a really relief mode when i did managed to pass all the subjects "cukup makan".I have to remind everyone dat i'm not an "A" student.Hee.

I didnt get to spend the pre-convo day anywhere outside Malaysia, where my wishlist place to go is London, but to be able to spend it with kawan2 in Malaysia was the greatest moment n story to share with everyone.

After 5 years in Uniten,i ended up with no gf..huu..jolokan "loser" by kawan2.But it's ok,i am waiting for the rite girl to arrive actly.Her flight might has been delayed for the sum reason.Hee.I ended up spent most of my time with good frens esply Zubir Abdullah,thank u to him for always have my back n willing to spend his time wif me,most of it.Hee.Like one of my status,controversy they said.Hee.I have to mention dis name Syukri Zaki too if not,he's going to marajuk like a girl.:p

The best place dat i wont forget in Uniten will be the pool.It was like a private pool for us last sem.Wah!Heaven!Hee.

The best place dat i felt in love is Golden Bridge,Putrajaya.Hee.Have to admit how calm the place was.I cud just sit there for hours,day or night.Hee.

I must share with all of u wut i did for the last couple of months.

Cari kerja

Pic 1: Di Continental,Penang.

Pic 2: Di Career Fair,PWTC.

Bday Prank

Pic 3: My bday prank.

Trip to Skudai

Pic 4: From UTM,Skudai.

Trip to Kuantan
Pic 5:Di Ikan Bakar,Kuantan.

Trip to Penang

Pic 6:Nasi Kandaq,Pelita,Penang.

It was all fun moment n i really had a great time with them.Cant wait for more!:))

Thank You Korg

2010-12-14T09:49:00.000-08:00

Camne pun,semua dah terjadi.Hee.Korg mmg TERBAIK dlm prank aku,si prankster of the year.Akhirnya aku kalah.Aku surrender!Pujian harus diberikan kepada semua ahli GPM atas endless effort in prank kan org.Hee.

Tp betul2 xacilah wey!Dua kali aku ditepung sebegini rupe!Huk2.Belom kawin dah tepung tawar dah.Huuuu.

Pic 1:Wut happened last year,the first tepung tawar.Tue elly n yana.Hee.

Pic 2:Haa,nie apa yg terjadi utk kali kedua.Rasa mcm dah kene badi dah asyik ditepung.Hee.

Pic 3:Ijat was happily pouring me with the flour,ayat dia "ko igt ko power sangat!!"

Pic 4:Tgklah apa dah terjadi kepada si kancil aku.Habisss..terlibat sama.

Pic 5:Malam prank ala2 sweet n simple.Busy kata dorg sbb tue simple je.Ces!

Despite all the prank n bday celebration dgn GPM,i'd like to thank semua for the wish.Adalah dkt 100 lebih wish kat wall fb,thank u guys!For the tot and wish n pray.Blast one already!:))

Pic 6: With my two BEST "bestfren".

And bday present dari ibu n ayah,their wish n pray from Mekah.For the wish from Houston,mahal n special btul wish tue.Miss u awak!:p

Pic 7:With the Houston girl.Hee.

I Owe You

2010-12-14T09:40:00.000-08:00

I owe You
For every smile and sad face
For every laugh and cry
For the life You have given me..

Yet i acted so silly everyday
But You know how i felt each silly step i took

I owe You
For the greatest sweet You put in me...(Islam n Iman..)
For every moment and breath i took everyday
For every time You had my heart as easy as i wish

Yet i took the same stupid mistake everyday
Did so many sins as much as i can take each day

I owe You
The family,the BEST family i cud ever asked for
The frens,the CLOSEST to my heart,i cud ever dream of
The life,the GREATEST ever,i cud ever wish for

Yet,i'm still da same me,the same ungrateful slave
Who walks on ur world try to find the silly thing to do

I asked myself,when this whole silly thing will ever stop to happen?
When?When azrie?

Yet,the next morning,it's just going to be just like yesterday..
N i cry my heart to it..

When will dis has to stop?Azrie?

Dan

2010-11-07T22:32:00.000-08:00

Dan,alhamdulillah.Semuanya berakhir dgn satu kenangan terbaik yang pernah aku cipta dengan angan2 dan kami realisasikan setiap satunya dgn izin-Nya.Mungkin ini yang terbaik sepanjang aku kat Uniten.Tp pasti ada yg best cuma aku je yang tak ingat.Hee.

So,seperti biasa,aku dgn kawan2 yg lain cuba cipta kenangan2 best sebelum habis dan tinggalkan hidup yang best nie buat selama-lamanya.:(

Meet kawan2 RF aku,5 org je kelas sem nie.Hee.

Gambar 1:Geng2 RF.Study group sama.Wanshah xde,dia amik gambar ktorg.

Dan seperti yang kitorg dah rancang,"hari pembalasan" utk Zubir semperna hari jadi dia.Buat pertama kalinya air mata zubir jadi tatapan semua ahli GPM.:p

Gambar 2:Mangsa terbaru wakenebeb!Hee.Tp versi Zubirkenebeb!Hee.

Gambar 3: Zubir selesai menangis.:p

Bir,bukan niat aku nak buat ko malu.Tp semuanya sekadar "gurauan mesra" kawan2 supaya kita lebih rapat.Tapi pape pun,"lu mmg gadis"!:p

Gambar 4 : Kawan2 yg best!

Gambar 5: Geng Bandar Tasik Selatan.:p

Gambar 6: Crew2 Z-day.

Selain tue,ahad lepas,aku pg main ATV dgn kawan2 lama.Hee.Best3!:))

Gambar 7: Pinjam gambar Lan.Hee.

Mmg enjoy sakanla hbs exam utk aku dan weekends gateway utk dorg2 yg dah bekerja nie.Hee.Dorg plan nak main go-cart lak.Hee.InsyaALLAH kawan2.:)

Gambar 8:Berenang2 katak kata orang.Hee.

Gambar 9 : "meeting" next program.

Gambar 10:Lepak layan McFlurry MILO

Tp cam biasalah.Mesti ada gambar pilihan.Hee.ENJOY!!

Zubir yg dah baaaaaaaanyakkkkkk kali kene dgn aku!Haha!

GPM Picnic

2010-10-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

Tahukan GPM apa?GENG PASAR MALAM!!Hurray!Hee.Bab hurray tue penambahan je.Saja bg meriah.So,seperti biasala,kami ber9 dan kddg2 bersepuluh dan bersebelas,bergantung kepada "mood swing",hee,buat program akhir sblm masuk exam week lg satu mggu.

Xde benda byk nak ckp but enjoy da pictures!:))

Pic 1:Baru sampai nie..penat mengangkut barang2.

Pic 2:Mulalah sesi photoshoot,mcm biasa.Ktorg kalau xde aktiviti ni xsah.

Pic 3:Us,GPM.

Pic 4:Celebrate bday Nipa n Nik.Dua2 xsangka ktorg celebrate bday dorg.Hee.

Pic 5:Sesi rollerblade.
Pic 6: Cuba,jgn xcuba.Hee.

Pic 7:Sesi recording utk kenang-kenangan.

Pic 8:With the "homies",Big Bang.:pp

Pic 9:As i refereed them as,the girls who have been supporting GPM all da way.Sayang u all.:))

Pic 10:One happy GPM family.

Seperti biasalah,best pic of the event.Ada 3,so nie mmg aku pilih.

Pic 11: With Zubir,blh kata nielah kawan meluah perasaan dan segala masalah.Thank u,bir a.k.a Upin.:))

Pic 12:FatBoySlim Production partner,coffee shop owner in making.

Picture nie rs mcm kat Korea,tp kat tmpt yg aku plg sayang,Putrajaya.:))

Semoga Diperbetulkan

2010-10-12T11:09:00.000-07:00

Dalam hati manusia yg diberikan semua perasaan oleh Tuhan adalah satu nikmat yg buat saya rasa sgt bersyukur.Lalu bait2 indah lagu yg dicipta manusia singgah dalam hati dan menemani setiap perasaan yg sedang berlaku.

Tiap2 saya memburu cinta untuk melengkapkan fitrah diri yg keseorangan.Setiap langkah,setiap bicara memburu setiap perasaan yg menuntut dipenuhi.Saya jadi alpa dan seronok dalam dunia cinta buatan saya sendiri.

Saya hanyut kerana lagu dan bait2 itu seirama.Sedang firtah menuntut dan dorongan sekeliling buat saya melayan kehendak diri.

Tapi kini saya sudah terhantuk oleh sentuhan manusia utk sedar bahawa dunia cinta ciptaan saya bukanlah apa yg saya patut idamkan selama ini.

Keabadian cinta antara dua insan berlawanan jantina hanya wujud dalam satu ikatan perkahwinan yg Tuhan saksikan penuh restu.Jodoh itu datang dan melengkapkan janji Dia.Saya yg hanya menurut takdir dan membenarkan kata Tuhan.

Mulai sekarang,pada saya perkahwinan penyelesaian kepada semua perasaan dan dunia cinta.Dan bila hubungan antara dua insan itu terjalin secara izin Tuhan,saya pasti saat itu saat bahagia dunia akhirat saya.

Saya tidak lagi mencari apa yg manusia kejar hari ini,cinta tak bertuan.Tekad dan akad saya hanya untuk si dia.Biar hari itu hadir sendiri dan biar cinta itu datang dgn izin Tuhan.Biar cinta saya hanya utk dia.

Saya percaya pada semua itu,saya pegang itu sekarang.Dah bila hari itu saya akan bahagia
saya yakin.Dia akan sempurnakan mimpi saya.

Semoga kata2 saya hari ini dipermudahkan Tuhan..

Saya Yang Tak Sempurna

2010-10-12T10:54:00.000-07:00

Dalam banyak perkara yg saya buat,saya sll salah percaturan bila bab2 perasaan dan kasih sayang.Saya sll salah memberi dan terima keputusan yang salah juga.

Dan bila kawan2 tegur,saya sedar kembali.Saya jenis bila kawan2 tegur,saya akan beri deep tot about it.Sedalam yg boleh.Jarang saya dpt teguran kawan2 nie.Tp sekali kene tegur mmg saya sendiri akan makan dlm dah berfikir.

Lalu saya akan cari kesempurnaan dalam setiap teguran kawan2 dan pasti saya akan jumpa.Sekarang saya sudah jumpa kepastian dlm semua soalan.

Terima kasih kepada Syukri Zaki atas satu teguran terbaik semester nie.Bukan org lain xpernah tegur malah sering.Tp xsemua yg lekat kat batang hidung sendiri.

Semoga saya diperbetulkan Tuhan.:)

I Was Raised

2010-10-09T02:08:00.000-07:00

Eversince i was a lil boy,i never been tot on how to love a girl.I never know how it is like to love a girl.And since dat point i grew up as a guy who only know how to live the life to the fullest.

I was raised as a guy who only know how to treat girls with as real gentleman.I can be as sweet as honey and as gentle as a lover.I can be that guy at all times.My father is the teacher for all dat.

But i never learned and raised to love one.I never been tot to say Hi or even throw a slightest smile along the way when i bumped into a girl.I always play cool and macho as i am taking my steps with a pounding heart wishing n praying nothg silly will happen.

And 5 years in all boys school also never tot me on how to be a good "girlrfen" to another girl.I always found myself grooming for the sake of being smart and tidy.School tot me to be as hard as a soldier,who always on alert.

Despite all dat,i've been tot on how to go after girl who i think can make me happy.Be it worth or not,happiness always on top of it.I found myself who do n go for almost everything and anythg dat i find suits me perfectly.

So this message goes to a girl out there,i promise,once i'll meet u,i'll be like a tough soldier who "ur wish is my command",like a real gentlement who treat u "as smooth as touch of a real man",and a lover "who love u as sweet as a honey".

p/s:meet teayang!who inspired me a lot these days!:))

Aku Rindu

2010-10-06T20:02:00.000-07:00

Kejap saya kejap aku.Tp apa2 pun benda yg sama.Saja aku cam tertanya diri sendiri.Hee.

Tp sumpah aku rindu!Aku ada rindu dlm hati tp xde siapa yg utk aku berikan.Aku ada sayang dan aku berikan semuanya kepada sesiapa saja tp aku ada sayang utk sorg tp sorg tue xde.Aku buntu dan xtahu nak buat ape.

Sampai tahap ni,aku sibuk fikir kenapa aku punyai hati tp tiada siapa yg boleh aku berikan.Seperti ada duit tp xtahu nak beli apa.

Aku pernah ckp kepada seorg kawan,"rindu itu anugerah Allah utk kita.dan kita perlu hargai anugerah Allah nie.jd kita rindu kepada sesiapa dan apa2.itu tanda kita bersyukur kerana rindu itu anugerah Allah".

Aku sendiri sbnrnya xpasti sama ada apa yg aku ckp tue betul ke x.Tp yg aku pasti rindu itu wujud dan ada.

Kepada org lain,rindu kepada Allah adalah rindu yg plg agung.Setiap saat dan detik rindu hanya utk Allah.Tp kurangnya aku rindu aku bukan ke sana.Ades!Kenyataan yg aku perlu terima.

Tp aku rindu..rindu pada manusia!rindu pada tempat,pada keadaan..

Lama Sudah Tidak Update

2010-10-04T18:38:00.001-07:00

Saya pun dah lama xupdate blog.Sibuk dgn hidup yg sibuk.Tambah pula byk aktiviti sampingan yg saya buat utk menghiburkan diri.Sebagai sorg yg suka berprogram dan suka berkawan dgn kawan2,saya xhbs2 buat benda2 yg pd saya best.

Be it anythg,anytime,kalau ada ruang dan peluang akan saya buat sumthg dgn kawan2.Saya suka kawan2 saya!Walaupun kawan2 saya xsuka saya.:p

Since last Ramadhan,which happened to be one of the sweetest Ramadhan ever for myself.Ok,citerla skt here.Saya ada suka sorg nie to sorg nie xsuka saya.Tp satu hari nie sorg nie bg saya kuih buka puasa.So saya sukala.Saya rs dia sweet!:p

Ok,diff story.Bila raya datang,Syawal tiba,byk benda2 best jgk dtg sama.Yg xbestnya bila syaitan2 dh berkeliaran.Yg bestnya thgs were great for myself.Biar org ckp raya skrg cam dah xsebest dulu.Tp Syawal itself best.

Saya sibuk dgn aktiviti dgn kawan2.Sbb tue saya xsempat nak update blog sbnrnye.Ikut kalau ms saya mmg byk.Cuma saya byk hbskan dgn kawan2.Dulu xserancak ni ktorg melepak.Tp skrg sgt rancak,yerla,dah sem akhir.Hee.

Saya tggl lbh kurang 2 mggu je lagi kat Uniten nie.Mungkin lepas hbs nanti nak kerja.Tgk mana dtg dulu.Kalau jodoh dtg dulu?Pun saya sapu!Tp keajaiban diperlukanlah,kan?Hee.Maaf,saya xberniat ke situ sbnrnye.:p

Tp apa2 pun,it has been a great and wonderful life for last couple of months.Sumthg i have for myself and one day,i'll take a lot back at wut i had these days.

Cumanya,saya akan merindui putrajaya sgt2!:(

Okla,tue je pun nak citer.:)

p/s:saja letak gambar nie.gambar latest saya.cam tiru ayat entry org lain je saya nie.:p

Besh Lagi

2010-09-01T07:09:00.000-07:00

First of all,aku nak ucap terima kasih kepada Allah kerana kurniakan aku kawan2 yg menghiburkan hati.Untuk aku penuhi dgn warna2 indah dalam hidup.

Secondly to kawan2 yg byk menyokong persahabatan indah nie.Korg mmg beshla sampai bila2.Terima kasih semua org!

Thirdly,kat ibu n ayah..sbb..bg duit utk shopping raya!!!:))

It was really a fun outing with everyone!We had joy..we had fun..we had season in the sun..he3.I'll leave u guys with all the pictures n the pictures will tell how lucky we are to have each other n how fun it is to have everyone together!:D

Di sini semuanya bermula..

Pasangan of the day..ijat n syuk!:p

Dalam LRT..ye,dalam LRT.He3.

Landmark of the day!

Pilih2..tp apa yg kita tgk tue yeh?

Ye..masih beli.Tp nie jual makan nie..he3.

At Wisma Yakin,Malaysia.

Zubir,pembeli termahal of the day!

Ok,seperti gadis2 juga mereka!:p

Half way tru..or quater tru?Heh!

Semperna Merdaka wey!Tp nak kene maki gak budak2 yg pinjam songkok nie!He3.

All the way,walking,to SOGO.Besh2!

Depan SOGO..terasa mcm kat kat overseas lak.Haks~

Cantik baju nie..tp xbeli.Menyesal.Ada sapa nak ke SOGO x?:p

Hehe.No comment!:p

Tempat plg besh sepanjang trip..sejuk~

Kenangan depan Pudu.Berjalan lagi ke Sg.Wang.

The boys..after few hours.Girls after few hours?Xde beza since the first hour!:p

Anak2 yg ditinggalkan mak bapak yg sibuk shopping!:p

Port pertama berbuka di Times Square!

Port kedua,KFC,Times Square.

Ok,dah nak blk.LRT juga.Status muka,"bila nak balik tido".

Yana masih mampu tersenyum.See!Mana ada penat si Yana nie!:P

Walau penat..masih bergambar!He3!

Okey,betul2 penat..

Cover album pertama ktorg,"Jangan Shopping Time Puasa"..

But dlm lbh kurang 400 gambar2 tue,ada 2 gambar pilihan aku.He3!Enjoy!

Straight guys do hold hands in public!:p

Dua s*****s tegar satu clean!Ehem!Owh,syuk,anda tiada dlm gambar!Nanti aku crop paste gamba ko.He3.

My Life

2010-08-21T15:40:00.000-07:00

Me and my fren,Zubir,we have decided that this sem is going to be a great sem,full of good memories,great time wif frens.We are going to rock this sem!We promise to make sure,we had a good time.

So mcm2 ktorg plan nak buat.For example,last weekends was one of the best time that we had.I organized a buka puasa session for Baksis Crews.We had a picnic together at PICC.It was really fun!We had a good time together.

After buka,sambung dgn sesi kareoke dan sahur.Dat was our 2nd time buat kerja gila sampai ke KL utk sahur.Last time not for sahur but to celebrate Ijat's convo.This time sahur,all the way to ampang.Giler btul!

It was all fine except when suraya canceled last minute to buka wif us!HAHAHA!

Xdela,gurau2.Hee.

We did talked a lot.We always share our tots and feelings about lots of thgs.Abt girls,abt life,abt study.But last weekends when we were talking about wut we had on buka,sumhow we felt life we already grown up.We talked like we had "an adult" life.Which is not our nature to discuss sumthg like what we had dat nite.All 4 of us,admit it.

But it still was a mixed feeling.

I finally had da guts to tell my ex to "take me back" or "forget about me".I guess she decided to "forget about me".N it was not my nature to say sumthg like dat to her.But i had to.Or i'll forever stuck in a complicated relationship.I love her,but i guess she dont want dat anymore.So i had to leave,or she had to leave me,either way.

It makes me feel "lonely".But i do hope she gets wut i "mean".She was the best thing ever happened in my life.N i'm ready to take her anytime she wants.But i want her to be sure,dats all.

See,i wasnt dat cold hearted.Hee.But it was a mixed feelings.

Life is like dat,u can always be happy but happiness come together with sadness.It's for u to see it in ur own perspective.:)

Crush

2010-08-03T11:23:00.000-07:00

Today cud be the best moment for love-life for me in Uniten.Well,i dont refer to love-life as in in-love but more to boys kinda thgs.Hee.Well,i believe today i smile like i nvr feel dat happy for the longest time in my life.

I have to admit,i jiwang,sentimental,but who cares,this is me,this is how i live my life.Take it or leave it.I always hold on to wut i believe dat can make me happy,as happy i am today.

U know,when u met sumone who u really like,who u had ur crushed on,who u stalked everynite,in a good mannerlah,it wud be the best moment when u actly met her da other day.Seriously,it was like love story which taylor swift refer it as "Today Is A Fairytale".Hee.

Sumpah,it was the brightest smile i ever seen for myself!Haha.

Life is great when u nvr look back n move on.Like u have nthg to lose and u just play without thking of losing.That is how my life is.

Aku jujur katakan,aku mmg had dis crush with dis one girl,they know about it.So it was fun,really.When u get all the attention about it.

I dont know how long will this feeling will last but i know,it's going to stay for a while.Hee.

p/s:at least when i'm older,i have stories to tell my kids.:)

Gambar Kelas Kami

2010-08-02T02:27:00.000-07:00

Lokasi:UIA,Gombak

Masa:Tengah Hari

Tarikh:31 Ogos 2010

Gambar 1:(dari kiri belakang) : Syuk,Nipa,Ijat,Azrie,(dari kiri duduk) : Yana.Nik,Pehe

Gambar 2:Kelab Single Uniten 2010.

Gambar 3 : Kelab Dating Syuk-Yana

Gambar 4 : Pengawas Sesi 2010

Dont Judge Me By My Entry

2010-08-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

Guys,it is really sweet of u to drop by and read wutever i wrote here.It was fun n nice to know dat,there were actly frens reading my entry.I do appreciate ur presence and i thank to even my invisible reader.Korg mmg peneman dikala aku sorg2 bercerita kat blog.

But i just want to remind u guys dat wutever i wrote here,is not really serious.I meant wut i wrote,i meant each and every line dat i tell,but dat wont tell how diff i am actly.I mean,i am wut i wrote but i'm not as wut u guys tot i am.Hee.

It's kinda complicated.Hee.

But my point is,i'm ok,i'm just a normal guy,straight,of course,n i'm a happy man.Hee.I guess words dont show who u really were.For example,kawan2 baik come to me n ask me about "I Want Her",i meant wut i wrote but i'm perfectly living in a blessful life.U guys get wut i mean?

I love u guys like u guys love me,it works both ways.But to tell u guys how great i am,this is the best way of putting it.Yg penting,korg mesti tahu,aku nie mmg jiwang n sentimental,i'm not afraid to admit.Hee.

Cheers guys!;)

It Was A Great Weekends

2010-08-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

I have to admit dat last weekends was one of the best weekends for us.We really had fun,enjoying wut we called,great time with great frens.Simple,u dont have to ask around wut to do during ur weekends but u just have to make sure with whom u spend ur weekends with.

What we did was,mcm biasela,friday evening,regular activity,pasar malam outting and make no mistake,it was mi goreng special day.As far as i remember,we nvr had dat BIG number of our colluge joining us but last weekends was the biggest one.Nipa,Jubir,Ijat,Yana,Syuk,Pehe and Ijat's-future-gf.Hee.

After pasar malam session,as usual lah,sesi mengasah bakat pulak at very usual place.It was fun like always.Went there,without fail,made me feel like a-singer-wannabe.Hee.Now u guys can guest where we went rite?Haha.

Tomorrownya,Yana ada silat wajadiri at UIA.So we decided to go to support Yana n we did,in conjunction with Bro Acap's wedd at Setapak.So biasela,dah meet up,dah lepak2,lg pjg langkah ktorg,mcm2 ktorg buat.Let me keep it short by saying,we were boys,all the time.Hee.

Nthg can compare to great weekends with great frens,dat we really had fun.:)

I Want Her

2010-07-29T06:10:00.000-07:00

I want her who will accept me for how i am.She can always correct me for where i went wrong,for my bad attiude.I'd definitely love her to do that for me.A person who is willing to tell the truth over keeping it safe.I love her for her truth.

I want her who always love me for who i am,for wut i did,for what i am.I'd do the same thing for her.She can always count on me to love her,be there for her for the rest of my life.I'm a eye-witness for what is called,"i'll be there for u no matter what".

I want her who will be there with with me no matter ground i step on,no matter air i breath in,no matter sky i fly in.I want her who always want to be there with me n let me take her in my hands and trust me and be a partner in an advanture,who not critize me but correct me when i'm wrong.

I want her who always want me..

For God's sake,i want her.

Who I Spent My Weekends With

2010-07-19T04:16:00.000-07:00

This is definitely Eden Si Pupu.I nvr slept downstairs kalau xde pape reason but weekends lepas i tido bawah kat dpn tv nak teman Eden tido.Senang je nak tido kan dia,u just have to meniarap together dgn dia,dan tepuk blkg die.Make sure u breathing close enuf for him to feel u r there.Surely die tido punya!

I cant forget how in the morning,he put his head on my arms,and tido!Sampai tgn aku kram!Tp mmg comel gila bila dia tido.

So here the story about Solehah,the twin of Eden.She is so adorable dat i cud spend the whole day kissing and hugging her.Gambar nie kat dapur.Solehah lagi senang!I just place her hand under my arm n put her head to my chest n within a min,she starts to nak tido.Tue blom tepuk2.

Her very cute small chubby face!Muah2 for Solehah!

Xcukup kat dapur,she "lovely-forced" me to sofa pulak.Owh,forgive me for the bad posture.I just want her to feel as comfortable and as safe as she cud ask for.I'd do n give anythg that i cud for both of them to sleep silently.Like Eden,u have to put on arm on him or even hold his feet,tue dah cukup buat die rs safe n tido dgn nyenyak..

U'll be like in a deep peace hugging them both and watch them sleeping.

From the bottom of my heart,i love them both!They r my baby brother n sister!:)

It's Not Because I Dont Trust You

2010-07-16T11:53:00.000-07:00

But i felt unsafe when u were out there.Ur world,ur environment,ur frens,how am i supposed to feel better about it.I wasnt being selfish about it.I just want u to be safe wit me.U were too nice to others,ur charm,ur sweetness,everything about u that impressed me,telling me,u're simply everything for me.

I cant be there 24/7 depan u dan look after u.What if u batuk,selsema?I wudnt know unless u tell me.Wut abt the other guy who were there in front of u all the time?Wudnt he be the one who can always look after u?He can always know about u.Wut abt me?Thousand miles apart from where u are.

I want u to understand how important for u to tell me if u have change ur mind about keeping us forever.It's fine if u have met sumone new.It's fine if u dont love me anymore.I'd understand it for u who need sumone to be there for u all the time.

Now that u have walked away from me,i'll pray for ur happiness and healthy and good life.N there is only 1 thg that i'd like to ask from u,take care of urself.

Di Kala Rindu Mengetuk Pintu Hati

2010-07-15T19:58:00.000-07:00

I guess i dont have to explain how it feels when rindu tiba dan mengetuk pintu hati.There's always one girl who i really miss.:)

Bazaar Kelab Dan Persatuan

2010-07-13T08:54:00.000-07:00

Where u can find all u frens who r actively involved in club n society in uniten.For me,i shall never miss to at least drop by and say Hi to all.It's like a "house warming" for any club in uniten.Best blh jumpa kawan2 lama,kawan baru.

So today aku pg lg.Just nak jumpa kawan2 dari kelab2 dan persatuan dan atas tujuan lain iaitu mencari "gadis pujaan" dari Shell!:p

Best o! duduk uniten.hee.i guess u do anythg to be creative and have fun for urself!;p

Shell Eco-Marathon

2010-07-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

Permulaan mggu semester baru diwarnai dengan kesibukan utk Shell Eco-Marathon 2010.Mulanya mmg aku dah tarik diri atas alasan yg hanya acap je yg tahu,or ping too.But suddenly my heart was open for it and i got myself to join it.It was one of a great week for me and the rest of the team.

Well,we,they actly,started earlier than me but sumhow we didnt manage to get it all complete since the major problem was the breaking system itself.They tried so many ways to fix it but i guess,we were not lucky enuf.But electrical part was functioning and dats the only thg that i can say how better i felt the other day.

Tp aku rs nielah peluang terbaik yg pernah aku ada sepanjang kat Uniten dan sepanjang melibatkan diri dengan aktiviti pelajar.Yg nie plg lain sekali dari apa yg pernah aku join dan i'm proud to say,nielah yg plg enjoy skali.So thanks to acap and his team for giving me such a big opportunity to join u guys.

Dalam team aku as electrical and electronics engineer perlu install all electrical part dalam kereta tue dan make sure everything is functioning. Aku diajar oleh org2 Pintasan utk buat semua kerja tue.Basically,xdela susah sbb semua coding and function dah disiapkan oleh dorg dan aku cuma perlu downloadkan dlm PLC je so dat it will work.

So dari hari Selasa sampai ke sabtu,kerja aku menghadap kereta tue dan buat apa yg perlu and honestly,aku enjoy gila!Rasa mcm engineer betul2 yg jaga a race car!Sbb tue aku rs program mcmni blh buat aku rs sgt best dgn diri sendiri!Hee.Well,u have to feel good for urself rite?And dats is exactly how i felt about it.

Dapat jumpa kawan2 baru,dapat lepak dekat pad dock F1 sepang and it was totally fun.Aku xde gambar nak tunjuk sekarang tp i'll upload it when i have time,ok?I wish to join lagi in next competition tp xtahula.Kalau ade rezeki,mmg aku xkan lepaskan peluang nie!

Hati Yang Rapuh

2010-07-10T22:12:00.000-07:00

Aku diuji lagi dengan sebuku hati yang sgt rapuh.No matter how hard i try to be,it always break sumwhere or sumhow.I always known myself as a person who have a piece of a fragile heart.N wut happened was,i was touched again by sumone who is not available for me.

I met this one girl who actly almost identical wit my ex-gf and to make thgs worst,we are in the same college,same batch of 87,good academical background,stunned me by her achievement,went to a great school and almost everything about her impressed me by surprise.

Itu soal background,soal personaliti,jauh lebih memikat hati aku yang rapuh nie.Honestly,she's almost like my ex.A funny girl,happy go lucky,manjanya,cool,blh bergaul dgn semua org dgn baik,good hearted,easy going yg plg penting,i felt so comfortable being aside of her.

U guys shud see who when she smiles dgn lesung pipit kat pipi.Right side was obvious than the left one just like afiqah's.Hee.Die mmg nampak macam afiqah n thats the only reason y i felt so touched by her.

Aku harap,in future xde lg ujian2 yg mcm nie.Muka iras2,perangai iras2,mmg akan buat aku gelisah dan xsenang duduk.Tolongla..hee..but i'm still glad that i met her the other day!Thank u,God!;)

First Day On School

2010-07-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

Here i am,on the first day of school!Hee.

Perasaan hari nie sgt bagus!I had fun after so long being a labor.Thgs look fine today.Maybe a good start for a great semester,i pray for dat every sem and no matter what the result at the end of sem will be,i'm be just happy for myself!:)

Ok,kali nie rs sedikit sunyi.Kawan2 ramai sudah grad.Tp xpe,perjuangan harus diteruskan.Hee.

Owh,ada jugak terfikir nak cari awek!:p

Tp xpela,aku rs makin hot pulak dikala senja2 di Uniten nie tanpa gf!:p

Ok,doakan aku dah semua kawan2 ye!:D

Confession Of A Shopaholics

2010-07-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hi!My name is Azrie and i'm a shopaholic!

I always heard that from movies where they have dis support group for people who have the trouble of keeping thgs in a good way.They have all kinds of support group there n dis one is about people who have problem to keep the money in the bank and not only that,they have problem to manage it wisely and to make thgs worst,they even go for debts!

Well,obviously in my case not up to debtsla but still,i cant keep the money in da bank for too long!I hate that when i have money and i dont know wut to do wit it.I'll just withdraw it and spend it on thgs i like.aduhh!I'm a bad money keeper!:(

Semua org akan ckp,simpan,menabung and invest tp aku susah betul la nak simpan duit2 tue ke tempat2 yg berfaedah.Aku simply akan spend it!

I love to but clothes,shoes,i simply like to shop anythg at all.Like today,i bot myself new clothes and a pair of shoe.I dont know how much have i spent today.I dont want to count it!But one thg i'm sure,i've spent so much money for today!

Thg is,kalau i beli kasut tue pakai xpe,tp aku beli blom tentu pakai!:(

But another thg yg best about shopping is,it does makes my world better!;)

Gadis

2010-06-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

Reminder:Hanya untuk bacaan santai dan hanya melibatkan bahagian wajah sahaja.Hee.

Aku dgn kawan aku byk bersembang soal gadis dari negeri2 the other day.We have the same idea about girls dari negeri2 mereka.Well,it's not a good topic to discuss in public,maybe i'll get banned by certain girls from certain negeri,but nevermind,it's just a piece of tot about girls from us.

Gadis dari pantai timur,or yg dekat dgn sungai,yg lebih byk pulau dan unsur2 air,mereka nie lebih nampak ayu dan manis.But totally diff from each other.My fren from kelantan,so dia cakap gadis dari kelantan dorg look manis in sum ways.Mungkin sbb byk makan makanan manis,kata dia.

Tp pendapat aku tentang gadis dari kedah,dorg lebih ayu.Lebih redup,lebih tenang.Well,org perempuan mmglah nampak perempuan,tp gadis kedah nampak lebih ayu.Kedah,perlis,penang probably.

Turun ke perak,gadis perak juga manis.Kemanisan mereka lebih teserlah bila dorg senyum.Well,5 tahun aku duduk perak,aku blh katakan i'd love to meet them too!:)

Okey,kalau part kuala lumpur nie,gadis2 dari KL lebih kepada gaya dorg.Pakaian,pembawakan diri.Well,semua org tahu ramai org di KL sbb ramai org berhijrah ke KL dari merata tempat.Jadi basically,gadis2 dari KL lebih bercampur.Macam2 ada.Hee.

Kalau dari selatan,gadis2 mereka lebih nampak berani,lebih nampak yakin,lebih approachable dan presentable.Sum ppl say they look "garana" but what the heck rite?Garang makes them look brave and strong.Thats wut we tot about them.

Tp apa2 pun,wutever yg ktorg fkr psl gadis2 dari negeri mane pun,kalau xde budi pekerti yg baik,xde siasah yg baik pun xblh jgk.Xcukup indah buat org yg ingin mengenali diri gadis2 tue.Apa ada pada paras rupa kalau akhlak tiada,kan?

Another thg,jgn kecilkan skop melihat org2 perempuan hanya kerana mereka dari kawasan2 tertentu.Lebih baik menilai manusia pada individu bukan pada kumpulan yg dorg wakili.N that is wut i tot!;)

Nak Ke Tak Nak

2010-06-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

Tajuk nie lebih kurang tajuk zubir dalam 2nd entry kat blog intern die.He was talking about sama ada dia mahu atau tidak bercinta lagi selepas dikecewakan oleh kekasih lama.hee.So i guess,it's actly a good topic for me too,now at least.Hee.

Apa perasaannya bila adik korg bawak kawan yg senior setahun dari adik korg dan die cun pada mata korg?Xtergoda dek perasaan lumrah manusia lelaki nie?Hee.Nak je aku minta or "curi" no telephone si gadis manis tue dari hp adik aku.Tp nmpk x berkarisma plk kalau buat camtue.

Jadi aku pn buat langkah "kerek" dan "macho" jela.Nak tegur xde skill.Tak nak tegur,rasa melepas pulak.Hee.

Timbul soal "nak ke tak nak" dalam hati.Nak ke tak nak nie?

Kalau nak,bukala langkah sorg lelaki budiman tp kalau tak nak,buat saja xtahu.

Jadi konklusinya utk soalan nie,aku tak nak.Jadi aku buat tak tahu jela.Ntahla,rsnya skrg nie xmau fikir sial nak ada gf nie.Xbrape buat hati teruja.Aku lebih prefer to stay healthy like this.I have my own time,i have my own "freedom".Not saying ada gf xbebas,tp u know what i mean rite?Hee.

Sekarang nie rasa nak kejar impian hidup dulu.Nak cari hala tuju hidup yg lebih baik utk diri sendiri dan keluarga.Ada masa depan yg nak kejar skrg nie dan pastinya bukan soal kawin dan bercinta.Hee.

Pada aku bercinta membantutkan kelajuan otak aku utk berfikir secara lebih futuristic.Hee.No offence girls.I do need u in my life,in fact i thk u're the best thg that will happen in my life.N i'm sure i need u so bad that i cannot stand alone in my life.Tp mungkin bukan hari nie,mungkin bsok.Tp suatu hari dan itu mmg pasti.

So,katakan "tak nak" pada bercinta!Hee.

Girlfrens

2010-06-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

To be frank,up until today,i'm still da same guy.Da same single bachelor guy who happens to have few close girlfrens now.Hee.Orang kata aku nie pandai mendengar jadi secara xlgsgnya dorg senang cerita2 dgn aku.N i'm good at keeping ur secret ok,girlfrens?So dont worry.Hee.

Cuma yg aku nak cerita nie psl makin lama makin sorg demi sorg girlfren aku ni dah jumpa bakal pasangan hidup.Makin ramai mula move on dari kisah lama dan mencari kebahagian yg baru utk dorg.Baguslakan?I'm happy for u all.:)

For me,utk mulakan sesuatu yg baru kddg2 blh jadi sgt memalaskan.Tp kita diri kita sendiri tahu apa yg kita nak dalam hidup kita.Biarlah hari semalam masih bermain dalam fikiran kita,tak mengapa.Tp biar hari2 semalam memandu kita ke aras yg lebih baik.

So all the best to kawan2 yg dah mula mencari kebahagian baru dalam hidup korg!N all the best!;)

Tiada Tajuk

2010-06-20T14:13:00.000-07:00

Nampak loser sedikit bila tiada tajuk nak bg utk entry nie.Blank,totally.Skrg pkl 5.14 pagi and i'm still awake.After tgk Brazil dgn Ivory Coast when Kaka got sent off for doing nthg when a player walk to him and suddenly jatuh.But it was an entertaining match tho.

Musim bola,what more can i say.Guys have to take all the risk bcos he has to watch futball and go to work on the next morning.It's crazy but dats futball,ladies and gentleman.But dont get me wrong,girls also stay up for world cup,ok?Like sumone i know.Cool huh?Die ckp it's world cup,everyone shud watch it.She got all the reason to join late nite game.Hee.

Whats been up wit me yeh lately..emm..a lot actly.I got caught up wit lots of thgs during 3 months break nie and i didnt just sit and do nothg.I made sum extra pocket money just to buy thgs that i like to have,like my new hobby,rc helicopter.I did actly managed to buy 3 helis now.Picture?Later i'll show.

It was in three sizes.The biggest one worth of Rm250 which for me is still cheap.I was thking to buy sumthg bigger that wut i have now.Mine are now operating wit batteries but i know,there are heli operating wit oil and i know the price can reach Rm2k++.But it's ok,insyaALLAH in future i'll have my own heli,i mean the rc one.Hee.

And the whole family was caught up with these two babies cousin that we madly in love wit.They are Eden n Solehah.They are twins actly.First time in my big family we have such an adorable twins.We are bless wit love from the babies.We all wish they cud stay wit us forever.We want to be there wit them as they grow up.Hee.

Well,thats y it's call "Tiada Tajuk" bcos dis one is simply a random update.Hee.

Take care everyone!:)

Dua Kali Aku Bermimpi

2010-06-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

Dalam kurang 2 bulan nie dah 2 kali aku mimpi dating my own close fren.1 happened 2 month ago and another one just today.I dont really know the meaning but it's good.I mean it does feels good.

Okey,da sama modus operandi.Hee.I was holding their hands in two diff occasion.But it does feels real!

Sumtimes i wonder maybe it means dat i am really a good fren for girls.Hee.Sumtimes i tot maybe it means i really need a close relationship wit sumone.Hee.Ke tandanya dah dekat nak kawin tp xde calon?Hee.God,i dont know what it means.

But i do know sumthg,it feels real n it does feels good!Cuma awkward skt.Sbb both are my close girlfren!:D

Awek Sebelah Rumah

2010-05-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

Hari nie mmg aku totally a loser.Ada awek sblh umah tempat aku kerja pg td try nak start motor die.Tp xblh start.Jd "officemate" aku suruhla aku pg tolong.Nak aku tacklela tue.Tp korg tahu jela.Aku manala biase tegur2 org ppuan nie.Jd aku xpergila!Aku malu siot!Hee.

Dorg ckp,"apela ko nie arep!pgla tegur.nak disuruh tegur tue!".Korg tahu jela.Aku nie kalau bab2 nak tegur ppuan dulu mmg xdela.Aku bukan tahu n brani nak start.Byk kali dah benda2 camni terjadi.Hee.

Korg blh letak aku seribu ppuan dalam satu bilik mesyuarat dan aku pasti blh lead dgn baik.Kalau soal kerja,aku blh janji aku yg terbaik.Tp kalau soal bab2 tegur2 nak berkenalan nie,aku plg ketinggalan.

Tp awek tue blh tahan jgk.Mata die bulat dan comel la.Dalam lingkungan sedap mata memandang.Hee.Tp xkesahla.Bukan apa pun aku citer nie.Saje je.I'm a guy n a guy lumrahnya chasing after girls.Hee.So faham2 jela..

Melepas

2010-05-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

Dulu aku pernah minat dis one girl,one year older than me.I was like waiting the rite time to make move.I was "that" close to tegur.But sumthg just hold me back tightly.Agak malu nak citer sbb nanti kalau Rina bc,mesti die gelak.Tp citer jgk sbb Rina je pun yg bc.Hee.

So upon my own reason to wait the rite moment to "say Hi", now bc status die,die sudah dirisik org!Haha.It's funny!Gile kelakar!Ok,maybe not for u,but for me!Haha.Bcos i was like a good-intention -stalker,nvr have the gut to say hi and tetibe bc ada org merisik!Hee.

Well,all the best to u-know-urself-who!If sampai jodoh ke pelamin,i ucap selamat berbahagia dunia akhirat.:)

Too Many Feelings At A Time

2010-05-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

Apesala aku pyn tajuk semua nak bahasa inggeris,kan?Hee.Aku xtahu kenape.Tp mungkin atas alasan kerajaan yg melaksanakan pembelajaran bahasa inggeris untuk sains dan matematik,kot?Tah!Hee.

Tp nak cerita jgk apa prsn yg begitu byk dlm kotak otak yg dok bermain dalam kepala.

First,aku rs tersentuh jiwa bila tgk blog cikgu Shahnun tentang Mr.Ng yg akan berpindah ke bahagian lain dan tidak lg di STAR.Dia antara cikgu2 kegemaran aku.Org yg bawak aku utk wakil STAR ke boling padang.Tp berita2 camtu mmg buat aku tersentuh hati tentang cikgu2 di STAR.Buat aku terasa ingin ke STAR mlm nie jgk.

Tak pelik pada aku utk sorg lelaki kacak seperti tuan blog nie utk begitu sayang pada sekolah dia.Aku rs totally normal dgn sgt fine dgn prsn tue.Bukan girls je yg sayang sekolah dorg tp kami,lelaki juga begitu.Kalau boleh,skrg jgk nak ke STAR.Begitu kuat ikatan tue.Mungkin sbb diselami dgn ukhwah dgn cikgu2 yg pernah berbakti utk kami.

Perasaan kedua,aku rs kelakar mlm nie.Semua gara2 adik aku no 3.Dia nie menghidapi "mood swing" yg sgt horror!Seriously!Aku n ayah aku xbyk share thgs in common,mgkn ktorg jarang share n talk about stuff,but i know,i'm half of him.But the story is,ktorg je yg kat umah nie yg boleh buat adik aku nie dari good mood to bad mood!Haha.Well,it's not a good thg,n dont laugh!Hee.

Tp just to share,it's good bcos it bonds us altogether perfectly.My mum ckp,"zharif,if u nak bergurau dgn adik.jgn kasar2.die cepat mood swingnya".N the best part is,my dad pun kene tegur sama!Harhar.We're like partner in crime when sakat Nabil n Aqil.Hee.But i told my mum,"ibu,zharif bergurau kasar xpe.ayah xblh!sbb ayah tue ayah.zharif abang die".Hee.

Ok,u guys probably dont get the story.Hehe.But abaikan,semua keluarga pun ada cerita die sendiri,like mine.:)

3rd,probably about how cozy it feels to be home,every time i went out with frens.:)

Playlist

2010-05-23T08:28:00.000-07:00

Aku kalau dgr lagu,be it an old song or new song,tp kalau dah dgr n suka,mmg seminggu dua lagu tue jela.Sampai bernanahla telinga org ckp tp blom pernah tahap tuela.But so far,kawan2 umah aku sure tahu about dis.Bila aku dah suka,asik ulang lagu tue jela.

Most of the song tue akan bertahan utk seminggu dua.Kddg xhafal pun liriknya biar pun dgr ulang2.Tp just dats the habbit yg xtahu camne blh kene.

So tahap "kegilaan" nie berterusan lg dan kali nie n kali nie dis one particular song.Kebahagiaan Dalam Perpisahan by Shahir AF8.Ok,aku mmg tgk AF for the past 8 sessions.Sbb aku tgk?Aku simply enjoy ppl singing in live concerts walaupun aku xpernah pergi live concert.Hee.

Lagu yg temanya bercinta2 nie,genre rock balada,mmg tersentuh dgn melody die.Aku rs syahdu plus ada kekuatan yg ingin ditonjolkan.Mungkin bait lagu nie yg strong kot.Suara Shahir nie adalah iras2 suara org2 dulu,penyanyi lelaki yg mmg original gila.

So aku postkan video die skali.Live concert for final hari tue sebagai rujukan korg.Hee.

Enjoy!

In Year Of 2017

2010-05-20T09:06:00.000-07:00

Ok,i have a dream that i want to share with everyone.So this is how i look at myself in year of 2017 which means 7 years from now.

Islam:
Aku mungkin belom temui jalan itu.Tp aku pasti akan terus mencari jalan2 seperti yg telah kawan2 aku temui.Seperti Adam dan Qayyim.InsyaAllah aku juga mahu jalan2 seperti yg meraka lalui.

Family:
7 years from now,my youngest sister akan hbs balajar.So ms tue my parents blhla start rehat2.Pencen ke,seperti impian ibu aku.Nak pencen awal katanya.Nak ddk2 umah buat kerja umah n tanam2 pokok.Itu cukup membahagiakan kata ibu aku.

Aku akan berusaha supaya family aku,especially parents aku akan merasa lebih rileks dari skrg.Aku ada impian utk kedua ibu ayah aku.Tp yg plg penting,aku nak bwk semua org ke London satu hari nanti.Hee.

Life:
I have a great one!There is this one time my uncle told me how he really enjoy his life.He told me that he really had a great time during his time.I wish how i mean with my life is great is how he means his.

I want my life penuh dgn good memories about life.I want to follow a fren advise to penuhkan hari2mu dgn detik2 indah.Hee.So,insyaALLAH.Aku akan berdoa selalu semoga setiap saat aku dikurniakan dgn keberkatan dan kelapangan dada.

Work:
I have my own company dat that i run with with my share partner,Zubair.Hee.We really plan to start a company now.N we are serious about it.So 7 years from now maybe too early to say our company has fully establish but i must say,big leap start with the first step.

So at that time we shall berhempas pulas to survive,ok Zubair?Promise me u'll stick to the plan and work hard for it,bro.Hee.gabungan MACOBA and STAROBA.InsyaALLAH bring a big success dgn izin-Nya.

Frens:
Mungkin ramai sudah kawin masa nie.Rina contohnya.Mesti dah kawin masa nie.Hee.Aku berterima kasih kepada kawan2 yg masih bergantung dgn aku dan masih hargai aku.Aku punyai ramai kawan2 yg hebat.At this age,30,kawan2 masih teman rapat.

Love:
Mungkin belom kawin.Hee.Tunggu siapa?Xde tggu sapa2.Tp aku nak tunaikan impian2 lain dulu baru ckp soal nie.Tp kalau aku "terkawin" awal,korg jgn gelakan aku plk.Jodoh dah sampai namanya tue.Tue kerja Allah,kan?Hee.

So,setakat nie itulah impian aku at year of 2017.Aku mesti berusaha dari sekarang.Hanya yg fokus akan berjaya dgn lancar.Tp mungkin cabaran mendatang sgt hebat.Aku akan terus cuba sehabis baik utk tunaikan impian 2017 aku.

Doakan aku bila korg hbs bc entry nie..amin..(terima kasih)..;)

2 Worlds

2010-05-20T08:47:00.001-07:00

Ms cuti kali nie aku rs lain skt.Kerja part time xbyk beza tp suasananya mungkin berbeza kot.Before this aku did enjoy my part time job as labor tue tp kali nie lagi enjoy.Hee.Mungkin sbb kali nie belajar mcm2 kot.Plus the supervisor was kinda funny n boleh bwk berborak.

Ok,2 different worlds here are referring to two diff type of my part time job.For morning to evening i'll be working as labour with my uncle yg kaya tue.Sebelah mlm as a tuition teacher for primary school.

Perasaan?Dua2 besh!Aku xtahu kenapa tp aku juga enjoy jd cikgu.I love to interact with kids,that's one thg for sure.Aku just enjoy the time i spend with them.They make me feel good about myself.Adala yg manje,nakal dan sebagainya.Tp kanak2..mmg begitu.

Work as a labor can be really tiring.Mmg memerah kuderat.Tp this past few weeks i just enjoy it plus i get to listen to my fav songs during the working hours.I learned how to paint house n now belajar nak pasang tiles.

As a teacher,cabaran mmg byk.U have to handle kids gently.Bila ada yg nakal2 nie or yg manje2 nie,budak2 comel lain will just kiss all the hard time away.Hee.I wish i cud coach them until them pass their exam tp soon i have to let them go.

Kerja dgn pakcik aku,die nak aku belajar dari A to Z pasal house renovation.Cuma anak buat die nie je yg sll buat hal.Pontengla,dtg lbtla.Hee.As anak buah bos,i did buat "hal".Hee.Yerla,pakcik aku bos kot.:p Tp xdela obvious.He treat me just da same as one of his worker and so did i to myself.

As a teacher,u cannot simply bagi muka kat budak2 nie.Sum how u have to stick and voice out so they will listen.But kelembutan juga harus ada dan "touch2" insaniah tue perlu tepat.N i cannot have emotionally attach to them tho sum of them were seem to go for that direction.

Mungkin dah jadi lumrah utk aku kot.Aku akan kerja sehabis baik utk apa saja yg org tawarkan utk aku.Aku mungkin bukan academical qualified tp in term of working,i have to say i'm ur man.I can promise u dat.

Dan satu lagi motto aku,

"U must be a first class person.In what ever sea u dive in,u must be the first class person.So now u can tell the whole world that u're really a first class person"

Masa Year Six

2010-05-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

Being a tuition teacher for primary school gave me an opportunity to mingle around with them more.I had opportunity to borak2 dgn dorg about thgs in their lives and they certainly have no problem to tell me about anythg at all.It was fun,okey?

So there is dis one girl,Ameera.The rest told me that she and few other girls like this one boy.So i asked Ameera,betul ke?Die ckp "i dont like him!dorg ni je yg ckp.saya bukan suka pun!".Sambil borak2 tue i teringat how i was or we were ms standard six.Not much different!

U kno,we learned in science that how girl grows matured faster than boys,secara xlangsungnya girl2 nie i tgk sama mcm i standard six dulu.The already started to like boys.Mostly my bestfrens bcos i kawan dgn org2 good looking while i am,still,not than good looking type of guy.Hee.

Soal suka22 each other mmg start ms ktorg year six.It was fun tho dgr semua citer dr kawan2 ms dulu.Mostly i only listened to their stories how this and that happened,sapa suka sapa.Budaya surat-menyurat pun dah mula ms tue.Hee.

Aku pulak camne ms standard 6?My mum was my class teacher ms tue so i had to pretend to be a good lil boy with white fairy wings at my back.Hee.Tp!Dalam baik2 berlakon tue,nakal juga aku.Korg igt aku xtulis surat ke?Tulis ok!

Mcm nak citer psl tue.Tp maybe next timela.Lg fun kot!Hee.

Smile Like This Is Your Last Smile

2010-05-20T03:27:00.000-07:00

Hehe.Tajuk cam gempak.Tp aku saje ingin menulis sedang lama betul tak post anythg kat blog.Tak tahu kenapa tp hidup di rumah seperti tidak memberi peluang utk aku berkarya.Hee.Tp honestly,aku mmg dah byk buat draft nak tulis ape kat blog.Cuma gagal temui ayat terakhir lalu aku patahkan hajat nak post.

Tp mungkin kali nie lebih membantu.Sbb aku ada idea utk cari ayat terakhir.Hee.

Jadi,hidup ini mmg begitu.Kadang kala ada yang mengujakan namun sering kali kita dipatahkan dengan perbagai alasan remeh yang kadang-kadang kita sendiri sengaja wujudkan.Memang sudah menjadi perkara biasa dalam kehidupan seharian.

Namun hidup ini untuk orang yang kenal tentang diri mereka dan tahu apa yang mereka mahu.Bersertakan matlamat yang jelas,kita bisa cari jalan sendiri untuk penuhi semua matlamat kita.Biar semua itu akan melibatkan pelbagai bentuk kos,kita pasti dan yakin dgn tujuan kita,jadi haluan kita hanya satu,mecapai matlamat.

Baik,apabila semuanya jelas untuk kita,kita lebih dari yakin utk itu.Lalu kita usahakan sampai berjaya biar cabaran mendatang mengila,kita tahu kita mampu kecapi.

Untuk semua yang pernah jatuh dalam kehidupan atau mungkin terlalai dengan target,jgn risau.Kembalilah bangkit dan terus berlari kerana kini anda lebih dari bersedia untuk mencapai segala impian.Bukakan langkah,aturkan jalan dengan baik,teruskan perjuangan sampai anda mecapai titik noktah dalam hidup.

Bsok mungkin lebih sukar dari hari ini,namun itu tidak akan patahkan semangat kita untuk terus berjuang!

Selamat berjaya semua!

Another Story Of Another Day

2010-05-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

It has been a very long week for the past 2 weeks for me.Lots of thngs happened.But i had a great time n i felt so lucky to be there wit my family for the whole time.

Last week,my aunty passed away bcos of cancer.Well,that was only da reason for it but ajal has came.So she left us wit a great lesson,esply for me.I better watch out before my time come.

Al-fatihah..

I've watched IP Man 2 and Ironman 2 by myself the other day at Alamanda.Both movies were great but to compare between them,of course Ironman 2 much better.It was fun watching IP man 2 tho.

Well,dat was not the only time i went for movie by myself n it was not the only time i did my movie marathon.Hee.Well,to others,it wasnt my attention not to ask u guys to join me.But sumhow i feel certain thg better stay as it is.Hee.

The best part during my last outing,i have my dinner in my car but the menu was superb!Hee.Membalas dendam kata org.I bot coney hotdog from A&W and a personal pizza.Hee.Siap ada famous amos lg!

Well,it was one of my bad habbit.I love to please myself by enjoying my fav food in my car.Hee.I dont know when it all started but it was fun!Hee.

Sum might say i sounds lonely and lone ranger.The truth is,i thk i am,sumtimes.I like to have all my frens around me but sumtimes i do find my own alone time for myself n that's including watching movies and enjoying my dinner in my car.Hee.

One pathetic thg about me,i used to have dis one mentality when i had a gf before which i only share my alone moment with my gf n i will nvr do dat wit sumone else.That's y i enjoying my alone moment so much.

Talking about gf,i havent meet anyone yet.But i'm not looking either.Feels a lot better like dis.N i'm enjoying being super hot guy wit no gf until at dis time (perasan lebih)!:p

p/s:semoga gambar nie mencairkan awek2 di luar sana!:p gurau2.hee.

I'm The Best

2010-04-26T10:36:00.000-07:00

For several years,i've been there trying to make u see and accept dat i'd be the best for u.I wont stop until u see it.

I'm the person who understand u better everytime,i'm the best person who u can count on.I'm the guy who u want to be with and look for everytime.

I can make u feel better and smiles everytime.I can be better everytime.I want u to know dat i'm better for me and u.I'll be the best person for u if u let me.

I'm telling u all these bcos i want u to know that i havent give up on telling u dat,n i'm not done trying!

Believe me,i'm the best for u!:)

To Survive

2010-04-26T05:48:00.000-07:00

People do anythg to survive dalam hari2 dorg.Dari sebesar2 benda ke sekecil2 usaha.I'm talking about living cost and everything that involves "cost".

I witness more than an example of wut they did to survive.Hari tue i saw how a couple seawal 5.30 pg dah siap2 on a motorbike round UNITEN cari tin2 kosong.Sayu tgk dorg.

Sedang org lain masih dibuai mimpi,aircond,selesanya!Tp dorg dah bgn n siap cari rezeki seawal itu.Wah,xtahu brape org anak dorg sedang tanggung.Xtahu brape besar gaji dorg.

Aku dalam hati doakan semoga dorg nie sejahtera dunia dan akhirat.Xkiralah muslim atau tidak,yg penting semoga dorg nie aman dan sejahtera.Allah perhati apa yg kita kerjakan hari2.Aku pasti Allah juga tahu tentang pasangan tue.

Aku saksikan bagaimana mlm2 si ibu selewat jam 9 mlm masih di luar mencari rezeki yg halal utk anak2 dia.Apa lagi yg aku perlu saksikan?

Sedang org lain terus gigih mencari sesuap nasi,aku ni bagaimana?Hidupnya senang,apa yg nak aku dapat.Apa yg org lain xdpt,aku dpt.Itu aku,xtahu korg mcm mane.

Mungkin benar ilmu itu adalah duit,kesenangan.Tp xapply kat semua perkara aku rasa.Atau mungkin rezeki org mmg begitu.Ada yg ilmu kurang tp kaya.Ada org ilmunya tinggi tp bersasuh payah saban hari.Ntahlah..pada aku pokoknya rezeki.Sapa2 pun Allah blh beri kalau Dia mahu.
Tp semoga pada masa depan aku mampu provide better living for org2 yg aku sayang.So dia xpyh separuh mati kerja "to survive"..

Blog

2010-04-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

Is like my online diary and my second diary.Bezanya cuma blog,kita share dgn org apa yg kita rasa,fikir,experience,life about almost everything.Blog nie juga ada dua jenis,ada pemilik yg amik pendekatan yg lebih privacy,senyap2 tulis blog atau by invited je blh baca.Dan ada yg pilih utk commercializekan blog dorg.

Terpulang kepada pemilik blog tersebut camne dorg nak manage blog dorg.So for myself,i'd rather keep my blog close to myself and my frens.It's more privacy and i lebih selesa begitu.So by having ppl that close to u reading ur blog,share ur pic,sumhow lebih selamat to me.Sbb i know kawan2 i blh dipercayai.

Kepada mereka yg pilih utk commercializekan blog dorg,aku pesan utk mereka,hati2.Sbb mulai skrg,anda ada link dan kita xtahu semua dlm link kita tue,adakah semuanya trusted ppl.Dan mulai skrg jgk,apa yg korg post kat blog dah jadi bahan tatapan media yg lebih luas.Luas bordernya,luas risikonya.

Semua yg kita letak online,adalah tanggungjawab kita.Dan kita perlu sentiasa berhati2 dan berwaspada dgn apa saja yg kita post kat blog kita.

One thg,bila ramai follower,sumhow aku rs blog tue dah xspecial.Hee.Mungkin aku sorg penulis blog "bawah tempurung",tp aku tetap berpendapat blog itu milik kita dan kat situ kita luahkan apa yg kita nak ckp.Bila dah mula jd tatapan org ramai,dah xspecial dah.Hee.

So,esply to RINA ,hati2 bila post sumthg kat blog,ok?This is reality,we always been tot to be prepared for the worst.I know u have 2nd blog for urself so dont be hesitated to post anythg there,ok?

Take care RINA!Semoga sukses dlm usaha buat blogshop anda!Hee.

My Dad

2010-04-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

I once told my parents,no matter what,i want my wife to be a doctor,dentist to be specific.So one day,when we were chatting,My mum came up with a long list of candidate for her only son.It's really funny u know,bcos u're da only son in family,they'll be like,"no,i thk she suits u","no lah,dis girl looks garang to u","haa,dis girl sgt ok for u zharif","she's not wearing tudung,but i love her attitude".

So i was like,"ibu,byknya!semua calon zharif ibu dah reject pulak tue".My mum n my dad,begitulah.So at dis one point,my mum tny,"zharif dah ada gf ke?",and guess what,it wasnt me who ans it,but my dad,"no,jgn nak cari gf.blaja dulu".Then he continues,"ayah akan usahakan..",when he said that,i tot he's going to say "ayah akan usahakan zharif utk dpt kerja".But i was completely wrong!My dad ckp,"ayah akan usahakan utk dptkan zharif detist jgk!".I burst into laugh!Haha.

For everyone info,my dad,he still hasnt move on about my past gf.He still contact her,email her.He always ask about her,like when i was still with her.He used to ask so many thgs about her.I guess,my dad loves her already.Dulu when i brought her home,eversince that my dad put a high concern towards her and sumtimes even more than for myself.Hee.

That's my dad,completely understanding..:)

So I Got Married

2010-04-22T03:19:00.000-07:00

..in my dreams!Hee.Pg td aku bermimpi dah kawin wey!Kuang3!Kelakar jgk mimpi nie yeh.Tah pape.Kddg2 logiknya xde tp nilai interestingnya tue tinggi!Hee.Was i meant was,it's kinda interesting to get the feeling of getting married!I swear,it's sumthg else.

Dulu aku pernah mimpi pg dating dgn one of my bestfren,it was fun!Kddg kita mmg dpt rs mimpi yg seakan-akan real!Pernahkan rs camtue?Kali nie dah kawin pulak.Agaknya nie penangan adamaya la nie kot.Kawin dgn sumone yg xkenal kita n xsayang kita.Hee.

So the dreams went like dis,i got married to a girl yg her appearance is sweet.Comel2 gitu.Muka decent,sehabis setenang syurga.Indahnya wajah dia.Her family is a filthy rich family,own a company than run the treasure in one village.Mmg kaya!So i worked wit the family.

The whole family like me,love me but she wasnt dat into me,xkenal tp terpakse kawin.So mcm tuela.Tho the duration was too short for me to experience more,but when i woke up from that dream,i found it was really fun!Hee.

U know,at least i got to feel how it was like to get married wif a girl.As i mentioned earlier,it did felt real for me.Hee.N it was rather cute and interesting.Hee.I've been thinking abt it the whole evening.I n wish,it was real but i hope next time she is a dentist!:p

Routine

2010-04-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

Just so u know dat i'm currently back to my part time routine,working as buruh binaan.Every day dgn kemalasan bgn tiap2 pg n siap2 with my man-at-work-attire headed to my "office" or more suitable if i used "site".Hee.Well,dis is a serious business for these "over the sea" people but not for me.Hee.

Ok,so currently jugak i've been hitting the tread meal for 1.5k every morning,before go to work,or every evening,after get back from work,either way,i'll force myself to spend about 15 minutes plus2 on the tread meal.I know,i know,dis is an epic story about myself trying to lose more weight but give me a break people,i'm working on it for real dis time..Believe me.Hee.

After 15 munites of running,i continue with work out which i've left about 1 year ago.Hee.En Zam,if u read dis,better be mad at urself bcos u're busy to monitor me now.:p But the work out has a good progress on me n it sweats me all over my shorts n t-shirt.I'm too afraid to stand on the penimbang berat,afraid of the current figure!Hee.

Now i'm trying to keep all that as a good routine for every day.I want to lose a big weight here n cant stand people keep telling me dat i'm a fat boy now.The easiest way to escape the question is by telling them i was too busy study last 4 months.Hee.But having a huge figure,sumhow it makes me feel more safer than before.Sumhow i love the way i am now.

One routine that is not healthy now is dat my family,we dont eat at home,everyday.,seriously.I thk my family is like a normal urban family,they dont really eat at home due to everyone is busy.My mum,she's a busy woman.Hee.So we always had dinner after 10pm which what is healthy about it at all,rite?

The best way to overcome that unhealthy way of life,we always eat roti je kat Papa Rich of Sakura Kristal or Bangi Kopitiam.Well,my mum has dis one habit,if she feels comfortable and find the food suits her taste n standard,the next day u'll find out my mum wont go to other restaurant other than the 3 places i've mentioned before.Hee.

Well,i dont have the problem of eating outside everyday,in fact we are so used to it.Living as one family,dinner is the only possible time for us to spend time n chit chat about our days,teasing each other on a table.So it's not that i cant eat earlier,but i chose to wait for dinner just to be with every one.

Well,dats my routine for now.N i'm happy about it!Dats y my break is full already.Plus i have one extra part time work!Not going to tell it here!:p

First Love For Everyone

2010-04-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

So u know,men' talk,about stuff,abt life and girls,u know those kind of thgs.I selamberly asked him how he met my aunty and he told me how it all started.But wait!I'm trying to put these whole small pieces of pic into a big picture.Barula faham.

So as we were chit-chatting,die citerla yg sbrnye die pernah ada first love.Die brokenhearted by a girl yg xmau kat die.The whole family of dat girl suke him but cinta xberbalas.Kesian..hee..he told me that the girl sent him a handkerchief ms tolak cinta die,klasikkan citer nie?Hee.

So he went on again,he told me after 40 years of silent without a single word,dis same first-crush-girl,came back again into my uncle's life.First time he met her,he cudnt believed his own eyes,ears of what he was witnessing at the moment.The same so called first love was there,standing in front of him.

Wut a man cud do when the same 40-years-without-a-single-word-who-have-been-the-very-first-love for him standing in front of him?Can that make a guy feels like he is losing his feet?Well i can tell u what happened tru his stories.It was interesting and sincere!I can tell by just listening to his story.All that "40 years" memories was wrapped up by a single phrase.

I lost my count how many times my uncle keep mentioning "she is a good girl",seriously!By the way he looked down every time he mention "she is a good girl" u can tell how a guy really mean it.She "IS" some more.So by dat,i came to a conclusion dat my uncle was really i love with this girl.How it was really deep in his heart.

The rest of the detail abt the stories wont let us to conclude the whole picture,but they are good frens now.The girl sumhow regret how fool was by not accepting him.Biasela,manusia mmg akan fkrkan kekesalan dlm hidup dia sumhow.Tp jgn salahkan apa yg berlaku.U can always say "adoilaa..apesala aku buat camni".It's ok for dat tp nvr salahkan apa yg berlaku.

Let it be.So my conclusion for today,xsemua org ada first love but,kalau u ada first love,dat cud be the best n the most unforgettable part.person in ur life n it's not easy to let it go.Even if it all has passed,the memories n the bit of love is still there bcos u simply da first love for sumone.:)

p/s:i had my first love n i dont planned to have da 2nd one but i want the "cinta terakhir" for myself.;)

It's All Over

2010-04-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

Terasa jugak aku bila kawan2 yg selama nie aku dok nampak tiap2 hari kat UNITEN kat kelas,parking lot,COE food court,library,mane2lah,finally dorg dah grad kat UNITEN.We used to talk about each other,lot of stories.We went out together,sama2 pg sana sini.We handle thgs together.Mereka nie dah pun grad.I wont be seeing them anymore after dis.

After gradnite finally over,i decided to "retired" dari sebarang aktiviti kat UNITEN.I finally found myself a pull stop to any activity kat UNITEN.Macamlah aku dah grad kan?Tp ntahlah..rsnya it's all over.Apa yg aku nak semua dah tercapai.Apa yg aku suka buat kat UNITEN,apa yg aku teringin nak buat semua dah dpt.

PPI

Dari sebaik2 program,ke se"dasat2" program aku dah buat.Kalau yg baik,dulu aku nie exco Persatuan Pengajian Islam (PPI).I was an Exco of Integrity and Unity.Kerjanya mudah.Matlamatnya utk menyokong dan mendukung integrasi dan perpaduan dalam UNITEN xkira antara palajar dan tenaga kerja.

The best achievement ms tue aku berjaya buat program Srikandi 2nd Edition.Berjalan lancar dan gemilang.Semua yg aku n kawan2 plan berjaya.Berkat dgn budget yg rendah,nak "ikat" En Kamal Affandi ms tue,mmg menduga skill.Ms tue aku pengarah.Mcm2 aku buat.Dari ke STARBUCKS sampai ke food court COIT.Dari gurauan gelak ketawa,ke maki dan hamun.Semua aku rs masa tue.

Program berjalan lancar,alhamdulillah.Ms tue ktorg buat pameran psl mangsa dera dan bunuh.Aku xnak sebut kes mangsa ms tue tp kes tue mmg hangat dan masuk tema prog tue.Aku igt lagi ms En Kamal ckp kat aku,"Kalau pameran nie xsampai 200 org,kita tutup.Buat malu saya!".But we proved dat budak2 UNITEN prihatin n ms tue dekat 1000 org dtg.

MPP

Punyala teringin nak jd MPP tp sampai ke sudah,xde jugak rezeki.Aku target ms tue jawatan presiden je.Dpt jd PA mr presiden pun okla.Hee.Aku join MPP utk 3 sesi.Dari Naufal,Shafeeq ke Acap.2 kali under sekriteriat latihan dan kepimpinan dan 1 as PA acap.Mcm2 citer yg aku tahu psl MPP,dari rasmi sampai ke x.

Ms nie jugaklah dapat jadi "tukang basuh" dalam KKM,"abang cameraman yg garang",biro makanan,kira jadi org2 hardcore KKM ms tue.It was fun,really!We had great time.Induksi MPP pun sama.Aku mmg seronok kerja under MPP.Dpt jgk jadi moderator utk Mesra@MPP.Aku enjoy jadi moderator psl aku suka,i have da passion,cewah!:p

Sampai org igt aku nie MPP padahal bukan.Dan aku igt lg ada dis one guy cakap kat aku,"Bro,lu kalau bertanding MPP,lu jgn risau bro.Lu mesti menang.Soal pengudi,lu jgn risau bro",said one of my bestfren,merangkap team mate dalam Barca.Tp,yerla,xde rezekila kata org.Mmg pun.So i told to myself,"It's ok azrie.U're still the best".

GRADUATION NIGHT

Haa..citer nie mmg masih hangat.Hee.Br hbskan?So mmg segar dalam igtan.Aku as director jgk kali nie.N plg xblh blah,kan aku dulu PPI,skrg PPS."S" tue apa aku xnak citer.Hee.Biar budak2 sengal tue je yg tahu."Berkat" lead gradnite,dapat "S".Korg mmg xpatut dow!Aku baik je kot.Hee.

But totally,it was the most challenging program yg aku pernah buat.Mcm2 cabaran,seriously.Sbb kerja dgn kawan2,aku lebih bersikap "apa yg baik utk korg,baik utk aku".Tp di salah erti.Yerla,xsemua org suka cara kita.Tp kali nie mmg plg mencabar.Tp aku byk belajar dari kerja amal nie,kerja dgn kawan.Dari kawan jd lawan.

Tp tue lumrah.Semua org mahukan terbaik,jd cara masing2.Bila xsuka,mulalah xpuas hati dan kata itu dan ini.Biase2.Kalau korg berada di tempat aku,insyaALLAH korg tahu kenapa aku buat keputusan itu dan ini.Kenapa aku rs tue terbaik utk ketika itu.Sbb aku ketua dan pertimbangan aku xsama dgn "concern" korg.

Sampai aku pg gunting rambut pun jadi hal.Hee.Cuma aku nak perjelaskanlah,aku as Director,bidang kuasa aku bukan utk campur tangan dalam kerja2 ms hari tue.Deco dan Program.Aku xdtg hari tue pun kerja mesti kene buat.Sbb korg ketua bahagian korg.Korg bertanggungjawab,korg dah plan dan kaji apa yg terbaik.

As director program "kawan2",aku biar korg buat kerja korg.Xsatu pun aku marah.Jd bila aku pg gunting rambut tue,1-sbb aku kene jaga imej aku as director.VIP dtg tgk rambut aku serabai,reflect kat sapa nanti?UNITEN dan crew.At least bila aku kemas,dorg yakin dgn aku.So aku harap kawan2 nie fahamlah kenape tindakan aku ms tue yg terbaik.

But,gradnite is over.Xde apa pun yg tggl dalam hati.Semuanya melegakan.Pujian beribu aku dpt utk satu malam.So thank u to korg2 yg tlg menjayakan program hr tue.:)

So tahun nie je 2 dinner aku lead,1 solo,1 dgn kawan2.Dua2 berjaya dgn gemilangnya.So tuela..dari sebaik2 program,Srikandi 2nd Edition PPI.ke "the biggest party" in UNITEN gradnite.Aku dan UNITEN,itulah kesahnya.Selamat tinggal semua kenangan dan passion.:)

UNITEN Graduation Night 2010

2010-04-05T02:06:00.000-07:00

As what we have planned to do for gradnite dis year,tuela yg berlaku.It went blast!Superb night for everyone.Aku blom dgr complain yg major,semua complain2 yg minor from all the guest.Okla tue rite?Hee.Korg xtahu betapa bangganya aku duduk kat meja VIP tue as the Director.Thank u guys for supporting me,as the director,i'm glad we can work together well.:)

To look back at the first step,before semuanya bermula.I was the first to decline to join the committee team.Gie first approached me to ask me to join the team,but i declined it dgn alasan i dont join such event,lg2 gradnite.But,thgs changed along the way,i even changed the perspective abt gradnite.So i joined,as the director.

And semuanya bermula di situ,start dgn first blog were introduced and official page for gradnite at facebook,gie was there helping and guiding me,shared her opinion.So we started with baby step,first meeting were held,i chaired the meeting as "acting director" but were elected as director during the meeting.Ms tue ada Gie,Rina,Elly,Erien,Hazman,Adib,Hud,Paan,Puteri,Farah Jb,Epul.Tuela team awal2nya.

I leaved Malaysia for London n Paris trip,so 2 meeting i skipped n only God knows how xkeruan i was thking about gradnite.Aku kalau buat kerja,bila tgglkan,mmg xkeruan.Tiap2 hari aku nak update.Ms tue ada Ijat,die yg tlg update.So bila blk dr London n Paris,mlm tue terus ada meeting gradnite.Xsabar nak chair the meeting ms tue.Semuanya bersambung lg.

Mcm2 perubahan dasar and approach along the way,bila rs xok,kita tukar dan tukar lagi.Byk argument ms tue.The biggest issue ms tue dewan n event manager.Nak pilih yg mane.Buat akhirnya we decided the go for Dewan Sri Endon,Putrajaya n xmau guna event manager and nak buat semua sendiri.Se we did!

From scratch,after meeting n meeting,we worked so hard for it.Time cuti pun buat kerja gradnite,i didnt went back to my house during the mid-sem just for gradnite.I worked hard for gradnite ms tue.I tried to attend semua meeting yg ada utk pastikan xde point yg terlepas.I nak pastikan semua benda i tahu.

Mula dgn booth,it went well at first.Tp byk sgt miss-com ms tue.Mmg aku xbg perhatian ttg apa nak buat n sebarang keputusan mmg aku serahkan kat ajk for them to decide for the best.But certain ppl just cant accept it n we argued.Tp xpe,utk kebaikan gradnite.Kita teruskan juga.Kita xkira apa dah ms tue.Yg penting kita cuba.

Times fly,cepat btul ms berlalu.Akhirnya sampai ke tarikh 4th April,pg tue kita buat apa yg terdaya,we gave our best to get everything done by time.Bertungkus lumus kita semua.Ms nie betul2 menguji ktorg.Alhamdulillah,hall cantik hasil sentuhan deco team,Farah n Muna n Azie n bantuan semua ajk.

Mlm tue bermula start nightmare aku,as director,thgs were great but small2 thg,flow event buat aku tkt.Tetiba tue dan ini berlaku,buat aku risau.Sementara aku,Zill,Paan,Epul,lari2 try settlekan benda2 yg ptt.Brape kali que nak masuk dewan kuar mlm tue.Dorg2 je yg tahu.Brape kali que batal,kang paan,zill?Aku sendiri as director xtenang.Lari sana sini n bila video xblh nak run,aku minta update setiap 5 minit dari paan.Hee.

Tp bila semuanya start to run,semuanya nmpk ok,semuanya berjalan lancar.Aku ms ddk kat meja VIP tue dok mencari Epul nak minta walkie talkie.Mlm tue alat tue yg aku perlukan gila2.Aku perlu utk ckp dgn paan n zill all the time.Hee.Alhamdulliah,semuanya ok.Walaupun aku xkeruan.Hee.

Duduk kat meja VIP can be really tensed.Tp borak dgn Puan Aisya tue ok jgk,she's kinda charming and mesra.She smiles and laughs all the way.I felt relief and enjoyed having her smlm.Dgn Din yg monyok xde pasangan.Hee.Semua org buat aku rs lega smlm.Tho my speech was not went dat well.XPREPARE!!Siot betul!Hee.

So habis sudah segala usaha yg ktorg letak utk gradnite kali nie.Kalau event tue ok,okla usaha ktorg.Kalau x,mmg silap aku xpush everyone to work hard for it.Tp dari feedback yg aku dgr,semua puas hati.Semua ckp event was a blast one!Aku jgk xnafikan,smlm mmg was a blast one!Lain2nya,aku tanggung.Haha.

Btw,aku cuma nak share apa yg org comment kat aku.

1)Nice event bro!Next time i want to see u run for a parliament seat.Sure i support u!
2)U're legend bro!U're event was a blast one!This is ur legacy!
3)Great night bro.Thanks for doing dis for us!U're a great man,bro!

Well,part of it yg aku igt.But most were saying last night was a great one.I'm glad dat ppl were enjoying themselves.Sgt puas hati!Ramai yg approach me personally saying thank u and congratulation for organizing such a great dinner.Ada yg bwk tunang nak kenalkan kat aku,ada yg bwk pasangan masing2 nak kenalkan kat aku n say thank u to me.:)

Tho,i went for my graduation night alone,dat doesn mean i was alone.I love to have all the frens last nite.Kalau pape pun,bila ada kawan2 rapat yg congratulate aku for my job,more than enuf for me.Thanks to all frens yg support kerja aku!

To all the committee,u guys were a great team.Aku xnafikan masing2 ada perangai masing n tp be honest,u guys were giving me so many sweet n sour during handling the whole event.Tp aku belajar dari semua tue bila bekerja dgn korg.Korg ajar aku to be good,improve my way to lead ppl.Korg cikgu2 yg mengajar aku utk jadi lebih baik.

Kalau spjg aku lead byk cacat n kurang,aku minta maaf.Aku mmg xsempurna.Bila korg amik pendekatan to tegur n say apa yg xok abt the way i lead gradnite,aku rs korg sgt amik berat kat aku n cara aku buat kerja.Aku cuba perbaiki style aku,pendakatan aku.Tp maafkan aku kalau ada buat salah.Aku xcukup belajar lg.Tp korg tetap sabar n tolong aku.Terima kasih semua!Sayanglah kat semua!:)

Ok,so,now i at least can be proud of myself as a student of UNITEN,of what i managed to get kat UNITEN.I'm proud of myself!

Terima kasih semua.

Ikhlas,
Azrie Adzman
Ex-Director
UNITEN Graduation Night 2010

Just A Short Message

2010-04-02T09:03:00.001-07:00

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

Changed Guy

2010-04-01T15:07:00.000-07:00

There are too many words in my head now,thking,processing,digesting every input about my personal life.I have to let it all out and the best way to do it by blogging.N just typing all the tots here.Did u guys noticed i've been talking about love and so many entries on love recently?

I dont know y "LOVE" is so many in my head now.There are just too many thg about love this and love that.Remember when i said i easily get inspired by thgs i see and feel?Well,i dont know y but the topic havent change ever since what happened to me last time.

Can sumone just drop a comment on my post and tell me y "LOVE" topic seems so interesting for me?I dont have a girlfren,i dont have any string attach with anyone.But for God's sake,all i've been thking is love.Hee.Cam ada sakit mental plk aku nie.

One fren told me that i simply have too many love in my heart,there are just too many of it.So i dont have all the direction that i want to let it pass through me.So that's y it always there.Well,i thk she's rite.

There is sumthg that i want to tell all my frens here,on my blog.I've changed and i'm changing to a person that who is really me.Let me tell u more..

I was once known among good guys,i simply describe me as i was a good person among good guys.Now i've known as bad guys among good guys.Is dat a good thk?No,definitely no!I was no longer the "ustaz",tho i was nvr one,but sum ppl call me dat.

But now,close frens labeled me by one not-so-good name.What happened to me?I'm no longer talk much about Islam on my blog.I didnt arise any relevant about Islam anymore.I must have upset sum of my frens and readers.

That is wut i want to tell u guys about.The environment,ppl i met along the way,how i represent myself in public,how i talk,act,ppl count me on other view now.If it's sumthg wrong,than i must correct it.

But i just want to be myself,can i?And this is me for sure..

Love

2010-04-01T14:50:00.000-07:00

People will come and go.They brought with them feelings,loves.They always do.When u start to realize one love is better then others,u'll just pass for the rest and keep one close to ur heart.It always make u feels better.It makes u feel great,complete by all means.

When u start to realize that she's da one,u know u want to be there wif her all the way.U kno she was just so perfect for u.All the differences seem so easy at first.U can say yes-s to the no-s.U'll just keep one eye close when her tot is against ur stand.That's love.

But one day,when she started to realize that u're no longer special for her by all means,she starts to thk again,do i want to be wif this guy for the rest of my life?Well,short-cut,she's going to say i have to stop all these.So she left.

But one thing everyone shud know dat love was brought to u by Allah.He puts it into ur heart as a gift.And happiness is there in ur heart,"ada taman dalam hati".But once He took it back,He's not taking the love,by the person cud possible not suitable for u any longer.

So what He took was the person but love is still there and it suffers u to death when knowing the the person has left but the love is still there.Love without the person u love is sick.I tell u bcos i know it and i felt it before.

But i'd like to suggest and strongly encourage everyone who has suffered such feeling to realize how actly love is still there.Nthg is going to change.He nvr took it from u.He always let u live in His love.And wut's so hard abt it?

He always there giving u the love that sumtimes u nvr appreciate it.U simply neglect the fact that He was there before the person u love came.He is there.Did u noticed dat?He lets u to feel about it,for u to thk about it.But human does neglect love for Allah.

Allah is the one who puts the love in ur heart.He nvr take it back..

Take care everyone!

Adinda

2010-04-01T03:17:00.000-07:00

There are so many love songs out there and their lines of nice words,the arrangement,simply drive any soul that is in love to be carried away so deep together with the songs.I cant deny how bad it affected me when my fav love song is on the air.

And every time it went on the air,it feels good.Everything seems perfect for the soul.It sang along with the beat and i started to carry away by the song.And when dis happened,there will always be one thing that going on my mind and of course it's love.

I still remember my first love.Well,it already 8 months past but all the best memories and stories are still fresh in my mind,my heart.It feels like it still alive deep down in my heart.I still can feel the warm.And the best part is,i nvr left it.I nvr left it cold.N it always there.:)

I still remember how thgs dat seemed so impossible turned to sumthg so easy.Love was too far,miles away,but love brought me yet so close.Hmm,it was fun,warm,comfy,sweet,how love brought me good feelings in my days.

I cudnt agree more on how love is really beautiful.

Well,wut i can say abt myself now,the feeling is like a tree which u plant it together with sumone u love.Tree went growing and eventually it will dies one day.So even though that person have leaved for circumstance,but the tree is still there.

So as long as the tree is growing and still there,i'm just going to take a really good care of it.Until da time comes,i'll have to plant another tree wif sumone else.The first tree will be there and still hoping it wont die bcos it's too nice to have it around.

So pernah dgr lagu Adinda by Lah Ahmad,V.E?It is really a nice song.Shud listen to it guys.:)

Take care everyone.

The Girl Of My Life

2010-03-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

I dont know who am i meeting in da future but i always know there will be sumone who i'll be calling honey,sweet or anything in my life.I know there will be the right one for me,dat is one thing for sure right?That jodoh itu ditangan Dia,i do believe it.

I made a mistake,lots of it in my past relationship and wut i learned was two lifes can never be one,or shall never be one so do the two hearts can never be one.Dont get stuck wif the idea of two hearts to be one when u love each other.

So starting from dat moment i realized,i'll treat girl of my life differently.Her life,her ambition,her world,i wont try to be in it but i want to be next to u.I want to walk by ur side and see u making more steps and be a successful person in ur life.

I used to see thgs only in my eyes and obviously it was a mistake,i neglect that she has heart too,she has her on tot and judgment.I was so protective by telling her dis and dat.Along the way i was trying to force her to be in my world.I was wrong.

In future i'll make sure she gets wut she wants and i'll shall nvr stop her to be in her world and achieve wutever she wants in her life.I want her to live her life.Whoever is going to be my girl of my life,i promise u,i'll keep my words for u.

Just to clear things up,i'm not living in the past but i learn faster by my mistakes.I always has a deep tot about it and see thg tru my mistakes.That's y i keep mentioning about my past.I just love to see thing dat perspective.:)

The Other Day

2010-03-24T06:51:00.001-07:00

The other day i had a chance to chat with a fren of mine.Well,she is not that close wif me but somehow the opportunity to have dat moment to chat with her can turn out really interesting.

One,u get to see the world is so wide,so broad,u cannot tell at only a glace.I mean,world is not as how it looks but how u learn through it.There are so many things to learn in life.

Two,it's ok to make mistakes,lot of mistakes in life,with facts dat u dont repeat the same mistake.Life is about making the decision but at times when we blindly make one,we simply choose the wrong path,for me there are no such thing as choose the wrong path actly.

Bcos for me,at that time,we only follow what our heart says and at that time,that was wut our heart says.We have been tot to follow our heart and when the point of making decision come,we dont know what to choose.Plus all the extra input that we received at that time.

So life is about making mistakes and it doesnt stop just there.Next how we learn "thgs" out of it.So i better put it like this,"life is about making mistakes and how u learn some thing out of it".Dont worry too much when thgs turn out differently.InsyaALLAH,Allah will always be there wit us.

One thing about Him,no matter salah ke,betul ke,teruk ke,baik ke our decision at that time,or diri kita nie,He is always there.He's going to be there waiting and observing u.He's going to accpet all the wrong and give u the chance to do right.Tp jgn sampai menyengutukan Dia.Kang masuk syurga kang.Hee.

Forever Love

2010-03-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

I do believe in "forever love","i love you forever",or anythg dat has to do wif "love u forever".I was once told dat to the person who i really in love with.At that time she was the best girl who i tot was going to be the only one for me.But that wasnt happened.

But what happen to "i love you forever"?Di manakah dignity sepotong ayat yang tinggi ertinya tue?Hee.Camnila,the best way to put it,at that time when i was so into love,i tell her dat bcos i really mean it and hold and believe it.

But along the way,things turned out differently.Things didnt work out for us.Due to unacceptable differences.So point of breaking up was the point where all the promises no longer valid.All the words no longer exist.

Things like that in reality,it works dat way.When u r in love,u start to have all the nicest,sweetest words on earth for ur partner but it's ok if break up was the only option.But jgn salahkan cinta dan harapan,jgn salahkan situasi tue atau si dia.Jgn salahkan siapa2.

Siapa yg mahu berpisah tp itu cara terbaik at that time.So my advise,just accept everything ever happened to ur life.Just terima the saperation with hati yang terbuka.Dan jgn tinggalkan cinta dan kasih sayang yg pernah wujud.Jgn tinggalkan perasaan yg dah berlaku.

Like me,i dont know if things will change for both of us in future,it's not dat sebelum takdir dan jodoh itu datang dan aku telah tentukan which i have no right to say about,tp aku cuba nak nafikan hakikat yang sebenar tentang perasaan yang kuat.Hee.

But rite now i never leave all the love that i used to have before but i expand it further.I pass it to to all my frens and family.I continue to spread all the love to the person i meet in my life.That wut i'm going to do.The love i used to have was never go away and it keeps me alive everyday eventhough she's no longer there.

So,i promise to myself that every time i meet sumone on the road,i'll make sure i bring smile in them.

p/s:Biar hilang "cinta sampai mati" tapi jgn kita hilang cinta kepada Allah dan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.:)

Just A Few Words

2010-03-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

I have a brother who comment on my latest status regarding this leng looi who i met,wait2,not met but saw in my kdkb class.Hee.I cant claim i met her knowing i only saw her in the class.So during lunch today i bumped into her at upten.So how do i actly feel about it?It was just a normal guy's feeling when they saw cute leng looi.What more can i say.Hee.

N it's normal to have a strong feeling of "give a shot" to say hi to her.It's,i dont know about u guys,but it's normal for me!:)

But of course,it's not my nature to simply go to hi to some one i adore.I just adore u leng looi.I wont go n suddenly change the world of urs.I better be some one who wish "u know me", or there is some point in our life line meet.Hee.

Honey,(ceh,dah pggl honey plk),i wish u know me.;p

Owh girls,u dont have to be extra cute or so damn beautiful in their eyes.It's enuf if it's only in mine.N it dont have to be the right time,but when u're the right one,i'm sure we are right for each other.

Baby boo,i wish u love me..:)

Perlu Or Mahu?

2010-03-19T22:51:00.000-07:00

Well,aku terbaca,terbaca ok?Post si zubir psl "Perlu Or Mahu".Basically pasal perlu bercinta atau mahu bercinta kind of thing.So aku nak buat ulasan skt utk si sahabat aku nie.Soal cinta buat hati dia gundah gulana nampaknya siap akhiri post die dgn "kau buat aku terbuai dlm dilema...".Sah mamat nie mmg angau time2 nak exam nie.

Ok,bir(nama manja zubir),perlu atau mahu tue mmg dua persoalan yang wujud bila ko dok pertimbangkan sama ada ko nak atau tak nak.Pokoknya bukan soal perlu atau mahu tapi soal pilihan dan keputusan bir.Kalau ko pilih utk bercinta,itu keputusan ko.Lantas ko xkan persoalkan lg perlu atau mahu.

So bila sampai kat point nie,surely u have to decide whether u want it or not.Ko nak ke x,tue je pada aku skrg.Bila ko nak,ko xkan persoalkan lagi bab2 "perlu atau mahu" nie lagi.It goes beyond than that.Ko sapu je bak kata aku.Hee.Kalau ko mmg xnak pun ko xkan persoalkan "perlu atau mahu".

Cinta nie bukan boleh utk ko pilih "perlu atau mahu" pada aku.Pada akulah,pada ko xtahulah.Hee.Sbb dia datang bukan bila ko fikir "perlu atau mahu".Tp datang dgn ikhlas bir.Ye,ko blh ckp "perlu atau mahu" bersebab.Tp bila ko dah mula pertimbang "perlu atau mahu",pada aku prsn tue bukan lagi dtg sbb sendirinya tp sbb ko nak.

Dan bila ko nak,ko xtanya lagi "perlu atau mahu" bro.U just go and get it.Soal penyakit sbb bercinta bukan lagi pertimbangan yang wajar kalau hati ko nak.Sbb benda tue sah2 ada bila bercinta ko xkan lari kecuali ko bercinta dgn Tuhan.Xkan ada panyakit.

Ok2,aku saje je ulas entry ko tue.Sbb aku tahu ko bc blog aku.Haha.Pape pun,tanyalah diri "nak ke x".Then sure everything will be sorted out by itself.When u decide to climb a mountain n u know it will only bring u pain n hard time,that's one thg for sure.On the top u might not get the best view as what u wish,but it's ok because u know that it was ur own decision to climb it and the best part is,u did it on ur own way.;)

All the best to all.;D

Owh,Love Is Always There

2010-03-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

After a short pantun2 session on my previous post, ever since then, i get too lazy to at least log in and write something about anything on my blog.Hee.Agaknya pantun2 cinta tue dah buat i malas nak write something about me,at least.

But somehow now i got inspired by frens' post.Hee.They just have all the ideas to write sumthg.Hee. But i want to share dgn semua org how i feel about my life now.It's nothg big but at least sumthg to share and talk about.Hee.

Okey,i have these 2 new-bestfrens-u-can-call-dat.We met at a program and we were not that close during the program but later on when thgs get done,along the way we get bonded by a "thing" called frenship.Well,obviously,i'm da plg muda among us.Haha.

Ijat n Zubir mmg tua dah kot but dat dont make me org tua like them.Hee. We have this one fav thing to do on tuesday after class,hangout.Lots of thgs we talked about,things we laughed at,we make jokes out of it and it always makes me feel easy to hang around them.

I've mentioned once how it's really important to be with people who u can really be urself wif them.They just make u feel good! It's nothg wrong to share about frenship among guys n share thgs we did together.It's not a "gay" thg at all.

I've been into a frenship where they'll try their best to support u at any cost.I've been into guy's frenship where they let u have their bed for u.They'll just give all they can for u.Dat's simply call ukhwah in Islam.Ukhwah is sweet in Islam.:)

Frens come n go,but u can tell which is good and which is not.N tho tomorrow maybe thgs wont fall as what we have planned but at least today we live it to da fullest and bring sumthg good for each other.:)

Past few weeks my life was full wif love and even some of my frens get too suspicious about it n even leaved a comment asking whether i'm ok or not bcos my status too jiwang lately.Hee.Well,i must say thank u to them for being a caring frens for me,seriously.:)

I dont have any prob abt it.But to tell everyone dat i'm not in love wif any girl.As simple as dat. I just love the life of "in love".I like my days to be fulled with it.I want everyday to feel it.N i want to share it dgn semua org.Biar semua tahu cinta tue ada dan wujud kat mane2 pun.

N cinta i bukan utk sorg gadis,for now,but for life that He has provided me each day.Love is simply there bcos He puts it in me.I want u guys to know that He's good at doing His job.He did turned me to some one new for myself,a better one. So senang citer,korg jgnla risau.

Buat ijat n zubir yg cinta sll ditolak or simply loser n bertepuk sebelah tangan,cinta tue ada.Ada tiap2 hari.Cuma cinta tue siapa yg bawak dalam hari2 korg.Tue yg berbeza.Hee.Korg faham2 sendiri jela yeh?Haha.

Biar Cinta Sampai Ke Illahi

2010-03-10T21:55:00.000-08:00

Kalau patuh adat dan budi
Takkan jatuh dijulang hati
Kumbang sanggup terbang tinggi
Walau cinta sampai ke mati

Takkan cinta sampai ke mati
Sudah diri tidak dihajati
Namun bunga tidak tinggi
Kelak hari akan pasti

Walau diri tidak dihajati
Cinta tetap mekar dihati
Buat yang empunya diri
Tahulah kiranya kau pujaan sanubari

Sudah tahu bukan untuk diri
Kenapa pahat pada hati
Sudahlah pergi kau pergi
Merantau cari pengganti

Hamba jatuh hati pada sang bidadari
Hendak dicapai terlalu tinggi
Kalau tanya pada badan sudahku pergi
Tapi pada iman aku percaya sungguh pasti

Buat apa dikejar sang bidadari
Kalau tahu terlalu tinggi
Kalau jatuh menjuman terduduk nanti
Takut gundah gulana diri

Takkan luput dek masa apatah lagi hari
Biar matahari dan bulan silih berganti
Sungguh tak siapa yang mengerti
Kanku pendam seorang diri

Cinta takkan pudar dek masa dan hari
Tapi buat kau mengerti
Kau juga punyai harga diri
Sedarlah insan duniawi

Bukan tak mahu sedari
Tapi pokoknya soal hati
Tuan hamba boleh cakap begini
Kerna hamba yang tanggungi

Terpulang pada yang mahu mengerti dan fahami
Takkan berubah niat dihati
Cuma cintalah Illahi
Kerna itulah yang pasti dan hakiki

Aku hamba yang tidak cepat berubah hati
Tapi masa pengubat diri
Beriku masa dah hari
Mungkin besok terbit sang mentari

Mari Berjalan-Jalan

2010-03-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

Last weekends i got a chance to go for a family trip to Pantai Remis,Kuala Selangor.Well,it took about 1 hours plus2 by car.We went there for a short Shawari Family Trip.It was fun tho it was just a short one.Got to meet everyone again!Hee.

These are some of the pictures i took.

Pic 1: Me and my beloved mother,Pn Zahidah Shawari.

Pic 2: Meet my youngest sis,Nabil.

Pic 3: Meet my dad and my soon-to-be-Mrs.Hazeman's.

Pic 4: Meet Sara and Nabil.
Pic 5: We had dinner at kedai makanan laut.It was fun!Meet my uncles.

Pic 6: The other parts of the kedai makan.

Pic 7:Alan n Tini menyuap Fahreen.

Pic 8: The other table.Look at the food!

Pic 9: My cousins n Nabil.

Pic 10: Remember Ixora?

Pic 11:Me,Ixora and our new bestfren,Edward and Sheldon.

Pic 12: Ixora and our new bestfren.

While we were having our dinner,Ixora and i went to look for shells. So she found Sheldon for her and Edward for me and Sheldon is with her and Edward is wif me.Ixora is really cute now.Her age is 9 but her mind and behavior is still da same 5 years old girl dat i used to know.Still as adorable as she was 5.:)

Pic 13: Edward is on the left and Sheldon is on the right.

It was one of the sweetest memories for everybody when we get to gather and went for a trip like that.I still have my big family and it such a great feeling!:)

Rangkuman

2010-03-05T03:07:00.000-08:00

Sekali sekala nak buat post yg berbentuk rangkuman.Senang org pilih part mane nak baca and tahu apa tajuk die.So aku mulakan dengan..

Studies:
Been busy dgn mcm2 karje selaku pelajar dan i bet semua org pun tahu camne jd student engineering.Serabut towards the end.Biasela,time2 niela timbul pelbagai assignment dan macam2 lg.Tp pape pun,maintain cool jela.

Isnin lepas aku tetiba serabut nak mampus dan mcm2 aku fkr sampai aku rs nak repeat satu sem nie.Tp dah terlambat.Skrg nie berikan yg terbaik dan fokus je dgn apa yg ada.The rest,berdoa dan tawakal.

Family:
Kakak aku nak kawin.Tue je yg plg meriah pun nak diceritakan skrg.Psl bg parents aku yg bakal menerima menantu pertama pada usia 49,sesuatu yg amat mengujakan bg mereka.Lebih2 lg dgn ibu.Wah,pantang salah ckp skrg,kene marah.:p

Family aku ok so far.Alhamdulillah,aku dikurniakan kedua ibu bapa yg amatla menyayangi aku.Sampai aku sakit hr tue,xde benda lain yg aku nak,ubat pun xmau,nak ibu aku je.Rs selamat sgt kot!Wee..Semoga kawan2 aku juga ada family yg best macam aku.

Love life:
Soal cinta nie,yer,aku masih da same guy,yg amat mencintai kekasih lama walaupun die sudah tidak menyayangi aku.Aku masih lelaki yg "hopeless" itu.Tp versi baru.Maksud aku,aku ok skrg.Xpela org xmau kat kita.Hee.

Dan aku prsn sesuatu ttg diri aku.Aku makin malas dalam mengekalkan perhubungan yg ada.Xtahu kenape.Bab kata milin,"not ready to be nice n sweet.single is simple" dan bile aku fkr kata2 die,aku rs 100% benar utk aku.Huu.

Tp jujur dalam hati aku teringin sekuntum "bunga" untuk menyerikan hidup aku nie.Hee.

Movie:
Owh,Valentine's Day (lebih baik aku xpyh sebut nama si Velentine nie tp tue tajuk movie tue),merupakan movie yg paling byk mempunyai lagu2 yg aku tahu.Jd besh sgt!Sbb aku blh sing along sambil tgk movie.

Dan "Did You Hear About Morgan",merupakan kisah aku.Hee.Sorg lelaki yg dah buat mistake dan ingin kembali kepada cinta hatinya.Fortunately,they get back together.Well,my story,i wish it'll have the same end.Hee.

Kawan2:
Bab nie aku sgt beruntung in sense of aku punyai kawan2 yg lebih dari menghargai aku sebagai kawan,sebagai diri aku.Mereka sll buat aku rs seperti diri aku yg sebenar.Xperlu aku berlakon menjadi seseorang yg lain.N for dat,i thank u to all my frens out there.

Ada part yg kurang enak juga.Tp mungkin xperlu xcerita.Tp aku harap mereka2 nie belajar utk menghargai each other,ok frens?

Gradnite:
Aku gabungkan graduation night jd "Gradnite" terus.So benda nie masih ada lebih kurang sebulan utk ktorg buat supaya malam tue nanti menjadi sempurna dan lancar utk semua pihak. Ada cacatnya dalam kerja2 manusia yg xsempurna nie.Tp pada aku bab nie biasela,mane2 pun berlaku.

Tp ada juga yg betul2 beri aku "hard time".Aku harap korg dpt belajar bekerja secara realiti dan tanpa emosional.Aku rimas dow..

The rest:
Aku rasa sgt bersyukur setidak2nya dugaan yg aku hadapi tiap2 hari xseberat yg korg punya.Aku bersyukur jalan hidup aku walau penuh dgn ujian tidak sehebat ujian pemuda-pemuda di Afganistan dan seluruh dunia.

Mungkin sbb itu aku alpa dgn keselesaan.Tp aku berdoa semoga hidup kita nie semua ok2 aja.Walau xseindah yg kita semua nak setidak2nya kita belajar sesuatu dari semua itu.:)

p/s:aku rindu betul kota London..i miss the smell of "London"..

Although Times Fly

2010-03-04T09:37:00.001-08:00

Although times fly,my heart remains the same.The feeling never change since da very first day.Nothing ever moved since that day.All i know is my heart is just da same for one person.

Ever since dat day,every time i walk i think of her,every time i run i think of her n every time i lie on my bed i think of her.Owh i always think of her.

I was in love wif my very bestfren.At that time she's da only girl friend i ever had n close to.We shared and talked almost about everything at that time.

I know now i left wit nthg wif her but dats ok.As long as she's doing fine wif her life.N i dont know how she's actly doing rite now but i always pray dat her life is giving her a good time.

Although times fly,n although she dont have anymore feeling for me,although future i have is not wif her,although wutever it's going to happen tommorrow,i still have the same feeling for her.

It's Been A Great Week

2010-02-28T04:02:00.000-08:00

Well,i have to say week since i was busy with all the work load of being a good student (hee) at Uniten and for Geng2 Baksis.So for Uniten,as i mentioned in the previous post,but i havent tell about the dinner rite?So,this entry dedicated esply for Geng2 Baksis.

Well,u can say this is my pre-graduation night as event manager in Uniten.Hee.So,after all the work for Baksis were done,we decided to gather and make a small dinner for everyone,as appreciation dinner for all the AJKs.

I was in charged for the whole dinner,nite n it was crazy!I nvr organized such dinner before tho it wasnt my first time but this time around,it was totally just too many things to do.But i managed to get it well done and people were just happy about it.So i assumed,the dinner was a successful one for everyone esply me.

So,wut i did was,i get the goodies bag prepared well and the event flow went well,cakes were there for everyone,the activities was fun!It was a blast one!Thanks to everybody for showing a great cooperation as for supporting me through out the way.Hee.

These pictures are some of the highlight on the dinner itself.Enjoy!

Picture 1:Jejaka-jejaka merah dan Erien.Hee.

Picture 2:Acap and Phing.

Picture 3:Geng2 Baksis.

Picture 4:Masa sesi "luahan perasaan".Hee.

Picture 5:Kek Time!Picture 6:Ambil gambar dengan kek.

Picture 7: Erien yang menang gradn prize lucky draw.

Picture 8:The event manager!Hee.

Picture 9:Fareez and Nipa.

Picture 10:Geng2 Baksis.

This Is Your Game

2010-02-26T09:42:00.000-08:00

For every hard time u went through,for every pain you suffered,for every cry you tear,these are all it takes to make you the person you are today.U dont live with everything you ever want but with every failure you ever faced.

We are today to stand on our own feet to walk and learned.Through the path there were no white feather step but broken glass that u made by your own feet and how bad is your cut.You dont feel like the world being fair to you.

For every shame and laugh you ever get from others.The one who always look at you as if u are not a human.You know it's not your fault and nobody's fault.But thats just life.You dont get smile every time you lay your eyes on thier faces.

Life is bad,cruel and nasty.You know that and i know that.We both know life is so hard that it makes you want to put down your sword and server yourself for the prey.

Life is a tough game for you n i.It wont give us time to have a break.The punch seems to come and go like a blink of the eyes.You never know when it will punches you again though you know it was there all the time.

But life must go on no matter how broken you are.No matter how bad is your look and no matter how bitter every bit you took.You have to keep moving and breath every second.

Take the ground,the highway any possible path that ever think of.Take the air and water.Be there and keep moving.Take every road,take every time you left and every step you have.Keep moving!

I was onced heard people said,life is not about how u hard you get it into your face.But how you take the hit and walk again.How you recover the punch and fight again.

This is your game and you know it!This is your life and you know someday you're going to finish the race and win the game.This is your battle ground and you are the commander of your own battalion.You are on the winning side,so stand up,and be the winner!

Demam Movie

2010-02-26T09:05:00.000-08:00

Setelah 3 hari lebih bertahan diuji Tuhan,dan terlantar tanpa daya,dah kene plk demam exam yg kritikal.Bayangkan 2 test dalam ms 3 hari pastu ada progress report yg nak kene submit serta logbook yg tah kemane,naik gila aku!

Tp x,aku bejaya hadapi semuanya dengan tabah.Hee.Suara dlm kepala aku suruh bertenang je.So aku okla. Dalam sibuk2 xm dan mcm2,aku turut dilanda demam movie!Hee.Apakan daya,demam tue datang time2 yg xdingini.Aku pun layankan je.

Kononya buat semua tue utk balancekan emosi diri ketika beban study yg begitu berat.Hee. Semuanya bermula dgn Micheal Buble la!Die yg buat aku nak tgk Quantum Of Solace skali lg sbb nak tgk opening song die.Ade mamat mane post lagu die dgn opening Quantum Of Solace.

Terus download nak tgk.Skali bukan daa..tp sbb dah download,aku pun layan.Esply bile bab Aston Martin masuk.Wah!Nak Aston Martin!! Sambung plk dengan Transporter 1!Sbb Aston Martin punya pasal.Hee.

Dah tahu jela camne citer tue kan,penuh aksi mamandu yang terbaik.Mmg layan!Dah Transporter 1,xkan xde Transporter 2,kan?Donwload..hmm,aku malas nak citer tp ada transporter 3.Korg jela sambung lepas tue camne.Hee.

Dah start,maka demam nie berlarutan.Aku download plk From Paris With Love,Tooth Fairy,Old Dogs.Layan..hbs semua aku tgk.Tp citer demam aku xhbs kat sini je.Sambung plk Ninja Assassin.

Wah!Brape citer dah aku khatam minggu nie?Korg dah kira?Ok,baik stop kira psl aku ada lg movie nak citer nie. Xcukup download,aku pg tgk wayang!Hee.Citer Percy Jackson And Lighting Theif dah plg latest danThe Book of Eli.

Ok,The Book of Eli tue xpyh tgk pun xpe.Slow dah kurang aksi2 mencabar dan menduga.Tp mungkin uji iman korg.So baik xpyh tgk citer2 yg menguji iman nie.Tkt terkata lain plk dlm hati dengan xsengaja.Hee.

Ok,total movie dalam 7 hari adalah..10!Ye tepat!Betulkan saya demam movies?So xsangka lagi.Hee.Tp demam nie dah nak baik dah..tggl satu je lg tgh download.Aku promise demam nie akan baik lepas tue..kan demam?:p

2010-02-17T09:26:00.000-08:00

"ada perkara yg kamu tidak suka tetapi ia baik bagi kamu dan ada perkara yang kamu suka tetapi ia buruk bagi kamu, dan sesungguhanya Allah Maha Mengetahui dan kamu tidak mengetahuinya"

Al-Baqarah,216

I'm A Liar

2010-02-16T22:23:00.000-08:00

Such a big fat liar when i go around and tell them that i dont love you anymore whereas my heart is beating whenever i think of your name.

It such a big liar when i try to pretend that like i've moved on while actually my mind is all about you and it cant stop thinking of you until i stop breathing.

I'm such a liar when i say i dont love you anymore whereas my heart,my soul is all yours.

It's so damn lie when i tell you that i dont want you anymore whereas i dont have anything else to do other than trying to see you.

I cant tell how liar i am when i dont tell you how much i miss you but every second i miss you so much.

It such a lie when i told myself i cudnt careless about you whereas i go around to ask people "how are you doing" there.

What more can i say to tell you how much i love you and how many lies that it takes for me to tell you how much "I'm A Liar" in me.

For every air i take and for every moment i live,i've been thking about you,only you AAS.

I Spell Love

2010-02-15T11:54:00.000-08:00

How would you feel when a girl smiles at u?
Not a regular smile because you can tell the difference.
Exactly just the way you want it
It'll melts your heart like a scope of ice cream in the middle of a hot dessert
And you just love it
Only God knows how beautiful she is
You wish she is yours
But in the end of the day,what's matter is,she can be there by your side
anytime you need her
And she's going to be there all day long..

The La La La

2010-02-14T08:28:00.000-08:00

They said life is full wif interesting stuff n we must always try to live it to the fullest.Well,i agree n this is the best thing about life.U just go n enjoy it!:)

Owh,tonite we all went for steamboat kat Mia Steamboat,Wangsa Link.It was fun.Having everybody on a table n had dinner together.Wish everyone had their time with their family too.:)

In picture:Nabil,me n ibu..n the rest of the table.Hee.

Owh,dis is wut i meant wif live ur life to the fullest.I went for cukur jambul of my newly born cousins,kembar.N i had fun playing wif all da kids.I simply love kids!Hee.

In picture:Me ridding ajim's basikal!

Alya

2010-02-14T03:50:00.000-08:00

I went to a fren engagement day,my fren is a guy,of course.Well,hmm,it was,i dont know,maybe one of an experience yg aku xpernah had before.This is the first time i went for such occasion.All i can say is now the level is moving up.Dulu pg umah kawan2 utk raya je but skrg dah keperingkat bertunang.Hee.Well,life mmg perlu ada progress and it's really happening now.Congratulation to Qayyim Hadfizi for dat progress.Semoga sampai ke jinjang pelamin.

Well,i have frens yg dah ada gf so i've been following their story.So mcm2 citer yg aku dah dgr setakat nie.Dari sekecil-kecil masalah ke sebesar-besar masalah.Kiranya aku nie agak beruntung kerana mereka2 nie sudi berkongsi cerite abt their love life wif me.Masalah2 yg aku dgr ada yg mmg betul2 datang dgn sendiri n ada yg psl kawan2 aku yg cari sendiri.Hee.

Make no mistake,i was onced a "loser" who had been crazy over one girl who i tot was going to be my partner for life.It ended in "on the way" of i called my first love.Bile dgr kawan2 citer psl semua2 nie aku sedar aku juga pernah berhadapan dgn masalah yg sama.Masalah remaja nie.Aku concludekan yg semua2 nie sgt menarik utk disembangkan memandangkan kita nie sll belajar dari kesilapan org.Supaya kita xulang kesilapan tue.

But all i'm saying is life is interesting to share wif the person u wish to share it wif.Of course it all depands on the level of how u selesa wif dat perticular person.Well i guess most of my fren who get really comfortable wif me they'll share their stories wif me n i'll keep it between us.:)

Owh,now aku mmg sgt malas nak cuba get too close wif mane2 gadis yg aku rs cool for me.Tak tahu kenape tp aku ada mslh dgn diri yg perlu diselesaikan.Kddg aku terlalu memerlukan sumone to be my teman.Aku perlukan sumone to share my feeling wif,org yg blh dgr apa je yg aku nak cakap.Owh,aku rindu waktu dulu2.Hee.

This morning we had a bfast kat umah n my mum citerla abt this one girl,jiran aku.My dad suka benar kat dis particular girl.Comel katanya.Come to think,aku pernah pg sekolah agama sama dgn dia.Balik sekolah sam2,aku pernah sakat die.Yer,ms dulu2 sakat2 other girl bukan seseuatu yg segan utk dilakukan.Lepas tue aku xpernah dah dgr citer psl dia.

Yg aku sll dgr pn dr my mum.So tahula die ke sekolah mana,univerisit mana n xlbh dari tue.So adalah satu citer nie,my mum ckp kat my dad yg family jiran aku nie nak tunang kan anak.Pastue bapak aku ckp,"owh,yg mana?jgnlah yg si alya tue yeh".Hee.My mum jawab,"bukan yg si alya tue".Mak aku ckp bapak aku cukup berkenan dgn si alya nie,as i mentioned ealier.Mak aku siap nak pg pinangkan utk aku tue.Haha.Mmg kelakar jugak.

Tp mmg utk setakat masa nie aku xde rs nak ade gf atau apa2 yg sama waktu dgnnya.Pada aku,aku ada byk ms utk fkrkan semua nie seperti lagu 2 Is Better Than One tue.Aku serahkan soal nie kat mak aku kot.Pandai2lah mak aku settlekan.Kalau dpt si alya tue pun ok jugak!Jiran je!Hee.Senang hati aku.Xpyh gadoh2 nak raya umah mane.Hihi.Nie berangan aku je korg jgn gossip2 plk.Esply Rina-Epul,kang bc entry nie,suka plk die ejek aku.Hehe.

Semoga semua org bahagia hendaknya.:D

Update!

2010-02-12T07:00:00.000-08:00

I've lost record if i had used this title before but sometimes a simple title is just nice.So here just a simple update with some pictures to share.

Pic 1:Gerakan mem"surprise"kan acap.

Pic 2:Aku dan mad silat.

Pic 3:Ice cream treat for ajk Gradnite.

Pic 4:Zil,Puteri n Adib

Pic 5:Masa bertugas sebagai volunteer nite marathon Putrajaya.

Pic 6:Sebelum bekerja.

Pic 7:Ajk Gradnite di Laundary.

Pic 8:Bad boys in da club!Hee.

Pic 9:Team gradnite yang kuat2.Hee.

Pic 10:On da way back from the club.Hee.

Pic 11:After jadi moderator terserempak Puteri.So pinjam gf Zill.hee.

Pic 12:Jeng2..haha..

Happy hols everyone!:D

Hari Yang Produktif Serta Proaktif

2010-02-09T11:40:00.000-08:00

Wahaha!Title kali nie sgt cam skema tp honestly,dat is exactly how i feel today.Ok2,starting hari nie menyedihkan psl aku bgn lbt sampai terlepas kelas applied telco.Aku xsuke miss kelas!:( Sedey2..sbb aku rs rugi sgt xpg kelas.Xdpt ilmu.Nanti dah kerja mana lg nak ke kelas cam zaman skrg kat universiti.Huu.But i know i just have to get better each day.:)

Ok,aku pg kelas semicon dgn rasa yg bersedia nak jawab quiz sbb study sampai lewat mlm just to finally xtahu-apa-aku-jawab td.Hmm,not so produktif to me but at least i tried my best last nite.Pulun gile wey after a kill-two-birds-with-one-stone session wif my two frens.I realized dat setting a target is really a big deal in life.If u aim for high,u'll just be at that high or less but if u aim for higher,u'll be at higher point.

Then after kelas straight away went to COE food court for roadshow SRC.I was da moderator,2nd time after Mesra@MPP last time.Well,honestly it was my second time after the very first time at Mesra@MPP.I was given a big trust from them to help on the events and i thk i did tried my best tho at times i think i can do better.But i thk i was fine and did managed to deliver what they want and the feedback satisfied everybody.

Being at two places at one time is impossible rite?But being at one place n managed two events is cool rite?Hee.Well,rite now dat's what i'm going tru.Being a director for a big event n in da same time serving my best for my frens.N it caught me by surprised dat i can be an english moderator since my english is poor,seriously.I thk wut it takes was confident,the rest u just try ur best to put a great show.

Ok,more elaboration on moderator,because i found it as one of my personal big achievement n experienced in Uniten.Da day they ask me to help them wif the roadshow i just said yes without thking dat i might get nervous on dat day.N i wasnt sure whether i can deliver wut they want and all the negative thking just wasnt there.I know i just have to go n give my best shot.Well,it all paid off in da end of the day.

Making others happy n satisfied just my biggest dream of all.So i did managed to make my frens happy by trying my best and in return i get my personal satisfaction n i can walk wif pride,when people told me "u did a good job bro!","abg azrie beshlaa","ko cekapla bro".Well i'm not showing off but i just want to share wif u all how big it was for me.N dlm masa tgh happy teringat plk,"kan best kalau ada gf disisi.blh die tumpang bangga sbb bf die hebat kot.hmm,sure die lebih happy to be wif me" and i want her to kno "sayang,dont worry,no matter who i was with n work,i tetap u yang punya".Ok,"dream on baby"!

N after kelas fiber aku lepak dgn zubir n ijat,adik beradik lain mak bapak nie,mmg xkering gusi org ckp.They simpy the best ppl to hang out wif.Mmg kelakar.Kddg aku sedar,kita nie perlu lepak lebih ms dgn kawan just to be happy bcos they'll always there for u to cheer u up n make u feel like a better person.

A word that nvr be used to describe me before was "mamat nie mmg versatile la".Versatile means u can be the rite person at the rite time.A fren told me dat "die nie boleh jd moderator dalam satu masa then blh lead meeting dgn bagus.skrg die blh buat kelakar n bahan aku plk.c#@1$! betul mamat nie".Well,i want to share wif u guys dat ppl will judge u on how u represent urself in public n it's really important for u to be urself at the rite time and the rite place n it's really important in PR.

Ok,malam nie aku berjaya,akhirnye,buat filing dgn baik tuk Shell n Gradnite after so long of tangguh kerja.So aku happy sgt nie!Walaupun dah pkl 4.12 am n blom solat lg,aku rs aku produktif.Ok,byk nak kene study n cover.Xpe2,aku akan terus berusaha tuk 4 flat sem nie.:D

Bsok ada roadshow lg kat COIT.Harap aku blh buat dgn baik.Doakan aku!

Terima kasih!;)

A pic to share today.Dkt St. James Park,London.

Wonderful Songs

2010-02-08T22:10:00.000-08:00

Lately i've been addicted to Micheal Buble songs especially his live performances.So cool!He is one of the best performer i ever know.His showmanship on the stage simply the best.I dont know if anybody out there dont agree wif me but Micheal Buble simply outstanding!Do check it out at youtube if u dont believe me.

His jazz music bring excitation in me.I feel like dance along wif him.Tp tahu jela,aku bukan tahu menari.Hee.But seriously he bring happiness in me n i just know thgs are going to be better in so many ways.I wish my voice just like him.Blh menyanyi n buat show n make ppl around me happy.I thk my life is about making ppl around me happy n i've been enjoying so much!:)

A list of my fav live performances by Micheal Buble:
Michael Buble - Come Fly With Me
Michael Buble - Sway
Michael Bublé - Crazy Little Thing Called Love Live
Michael Bublé - Everything Live at Madison Square Garden
Michael Bublé - Haven't Met You Yet [OFFICIAL VIDEO]
Michael Bublé - I've Got The World On A String Live
Michael Bublé - Me Mrs. Jones Live
Michael Buble - Song for you
Michael Buble - Cry Me A River
Michael Buble - Home

The best part is,he's dating a very superfine hot girl!;p

Tengok Cermin

2010-02-07T06:59:00.000-08:00

Aku sll bila tgk cermin aku cam rs "aku nie blh tahan jugak yeh" or "ok juga muka aku nie".Dan bile tgk lagi cermin,bila ad yang kurang sampai kddg aku rs sedey plk.Kenapela xcukup kat sini n sana.I wish everything just perfect for me.

Ok,kawan2,ape akan jadi kalau satu hari nanti semua yg ada kat wajah aku ditarik Allah?Segala yg ok pada wajah aku tetiba ditarik dan seluruh wajah aku hilang serinya,simetrikalnya,calar sana sini,ini xcenter dan kurang sana sini.

Apa akan jadi pada aku?Adakah aku akan rs hilang keyakinan diri?Malu?Salahkan tuhan kenape xjadikan muka aku mcm skrg?Takutnya aku kalau2 satu hari nanti aku ditarik semua nikmat tue!Apa org akan cakap pasal muka aku?

Ok,aku nak pesan pada diri aku dan semua,mulai hari nie aku nak kurangkan tgk cermin.Tgk bile perlu dah lain2 xmau tgk.Aku mengaku aku suka tgk cermin sbb nak tgk muka aku.Aku nak pesan pada diri aku semua nie milik Allah.Kalau bsok die nak tarik,aku perlu redha.

Bila asyik tgk cermin,timbul prsn bangga diri.Ya Allah,selama nie aku buat dosa2 yg aku xsedar.Bangga diri!Ada doa bile nak tgk cermin n berbunyi "Kau jauhkanlah sifat bangga diri dari diriku ini bila melihat cermin dan kurniakan seri pada wajah aku nie".Kalau salah,mohom pembetulan yeh geng.

Aku akan cuba sedar diri bila tgk cermin agar tak timbul prsn bangga diri.Takut aku..takut dosa dan azab-Nya nanti.Takut aku satu hari nanti aku di uji dan aku xdpt terima ujian tue.Ya Allah,jauhkanlah prsn bangga diri dlm diriku ini.

Guys,hari nie kita mungkin kelihatan segak dan kemas dgn raut wajah kita.Tp kalau bsok semua tue ditarik,adakah kita bersedia?Adakah kita tahu itu semua milik Allah?Risau aku dgn diri sendiri.Bimbinglah aku Ya Allah..tunjukanlah aku jalan yg benar..amin..

Semoga bsok aku tgk cermin tanpa rasa bangga diri lagi dan semoga apa yg aku tulis hari nie aku xlupa bsok..amin..

My Song

2010-02-05T10:29:00.000-08:00

Just a perfect song for me n u!Who i havent met yet!;)

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Friends

2010-02-05T09:13:00.000-08:00

I spent my evening wif frens dat were around me just to make me feel please abt myself n my life.Frens who were there to appreciate me for not my status or anythg but just me.

I have frens when i walk into a room,they will greet me as if i'm their bestfren.Like i have some kind of power or status dat they really respect me.They just,u know?

Allah let me to feel a pleasent feeling of having those frens in life or maybe to test me or maybe to let me have one thg dat i need n shud realized in my life.Allah tested me wif great frenship.

"Ya Allah,jgn jadikan diriku ini dikalangan orang yg lupa dan alpa tentang nikmat2mu yang telah ko berikan padaku.Ya Allah,aku berterima kasih kerana Kau telah kurniakan aku dgn kawan2 yg baik utk diriku.Lindungi mereka seperti mana mereka melindungi aku Ya Allah.Sesungguhnya nikmatMu ini terlalu hebat buat diriku.Kekalkan sifat baik dalam diriku Ya Allah".

Aku minta maaf kalau entry nie menimbulkan rs kurang senang dlm hati korg yg bc.Tp percayalah,kawan2 yg ada dalam hidup aku skrg nie terlalu hebat utk aku.Kddg rs tak layak berkawan dgn kawan2 seperti dorg nie.Termasuk korg,yg sedang bc entry nie.Terima kasih.:)

It's Beautiful Isn't It?

2010-02-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

It's beautiful isnt it?To have a family,i mean ur own family.U have ur own wife,kids n ur life.Owh,dont get me wrong,dont forget uf BIG family,ok?

Having ur own family cud bring a big meaning in life n thgs r just real.I mean when u want to say sumthg nice to ur wife,say "babe,u r so beautiful",it's real!U say it bcos it's really true.Nothg to question.She's beautiful in ur heart n apa tah lagi in ur eyes.At dat time,u dont have to worry bcos ur pujian will really mean for urself actly.While ms skrg nie if i ckp to a girlfren,"babe,u cantikla..",it can be bcos i nak amik hati die n i did dat bcos i want her to love me more,or maybe i really mean it.See,how many "maybe" and "or" compared to when u say to ur wife?Thgs r just real!Susah nak citer tp mmg real.Hee.

Td ms kat kedai mamak i saw this one couple,well,typical couple n their kids.It really caught my eyes n make me think dat how beautiful they are n it's real.Kalau i were in dat situation i'm sure life is so great.I have my wife in front of my eyes n we can just look at each other sampai kedai tutup.Well,walaupun realitynya mungkin berbeza dan batas mata aku yg melihat,tp having ur own family is just great.

Well,i might not know how my future is,but i dont thk i'm going to have a gf sampai bile2.My gf hanya sorg tue walaupun dah xbersama lg.Xde gf xbermakna xde isterikan?Hee.I thk i'm just going to go wif my mum's choice.Hee.Anak mak ke aku nie.Tp xdelaa..i mean,let her pilihla kot.Since she knows wuts best for me sbb aku kan anak die?20 tahun blh aku jadi anak die.Tp dalam aku suruh mak aku pilih pun,aku minta die cari doktor gigi jugak!Xkire!!:p Haha.Jodoh Allah yg tentukan.Aku redha je.Xsalahkan berharap dan berdoa?:)

Owh..nie my poem of the week.I made it by myself,ok?I posted it everyday at my fb status just to make my frens' day.:D

Monday:"ok2..a new day,a new trend..i'll find a way,to have a girlfriend.:p

Tuesday:"Today is Tuesday,the day after Monday..Wut more can I say,when love is always there.Hee."

Wednesday:"Wednesday is a very lovely day,and wednesday where i found da way..bcos i said love is always there,n i want u to kno dat it makes me sway..:)"

Thursday:"oh,it's Thursday,so close to holiday..it might be sumone birthday,i wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:D"

Friday:??Tggu!Hee.

Mood Swing

2010-02-01T09:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was one of the "mood swing" moment in life.Aku xtahu kenape tp aku sedikit ter"mood swing".Mungkin sbb xmakan malam kot.Hee.Tp tue xde kene mengena.Hee.Mungkin sbb aku cam hangin skt dgn benda2 dalam hidup aku nie kot.Aku xrasa hidup aku cukup menguji aku dari segi kesukaran tp aku diuji dgn sifat sabar dan kemalasan.

Hari nie pg2 dah rs malas gile nak pg kelas tp nasib baik aku pg jgk.Sejak kebelakangan nie semua benda rs malas nak buat.Xtahu kenape.Cam semua benda buat aku xde jiwa nak buat.Bukan jiwa kacau tp jiwa yg kosong.Buat pun asal lepas.Study pun sama.Study asal dah hbs pastu xdela nak push mati-matian.

Aku ada sifat hangat2 tahi ayam yang kuat dlm diri sejak dari kecil aku rs.Apa juga yg aku buat aku xbuat sampai habis-habisan.Aku buat asal jadi,the rest,aku berserah kepada kemalasan aku.Aku igt lagi kali terakhir aku betul2 bg 100% ms aku jd project director utk srikandi dulu.Since that time,i get really lazy n sgt2 xmau buat hbs baik.

Aku cuba jgk cari point kelemahan tue.Kddg aku mcm tahu dan aku nafikan.Kddg mmg aku xtahu.Simply rs nak drop semua dah pergi ke tempat yg aku xpyh nak berusaha.Malas tahap apa tah aku nie.Aku tahu Allah xsuka.Tp aku xjumpa puncanya,atau mcm aku ckp td,dah jumpa tp buat2 xtahu.

Aku nak citer byk2 kat sini pun malas.Rs cam semua benda xde point nak cerita.Mungkin nie "hari aku" kot.Xpela,aku berdoa semoga bsok lebih produktif utk aku.:]

Lil Cousins

2010-01-31T07:41:00.001-08:00

The whole family love lil kids.Yg besar2 tue kalau baik,ktorg suka.Hee.We drove to Klang took abt 1 hour by car just to visit these lil baby.I prefer to call them lil bubu.

Pic 1:The new twins.Latest cousins.Hee.Xcukup bulan but i bet both r strong enuf to survive.I'll play wif u both soon.:)

Pic 2:This is Solehah.Since i always have their nickname,this one i shall call Sole.Hee.It sounds "sol".

Pic 3:This is Salehuddin.Bro,u'll be my next fren soon.After ajim bubu n hazwan.Hee.

Pic 4:Me n Hazwan.Lil hazwan.Demam pulak hazwan.Susah nak senyum.Smile hazwan!:)

Thank u for watching!:)

Tumpang Kasih

2010-01-29T20:05:00.000-08:00

Aku nie saje je buat citer sedey2.Sll entry aku mmg sedey2kan?Walaupun sbnrnye aku xsedey pun.Saje biar org igt aku sedey.Hee.

Memandangkan aku blom ada pengganti buah hati,aku suka tumpang kasih org.Ok,biar aku cerita apa maksud aku tumpang kasih.Tp sblm aku cerita,tumpang kasih bukan bermaksud aku kacau sape2 ok?Aku cuma suka tgk je..xusik pun.Hee.

Maksud tumpang kasih tue aku harapla org blh beri aku perhatian sikit dan aku ada dua tiga org nie aku sll tumpang perhatian aku kat dorg.Xtahu kenape tp dorg nie cam blh beri aku sikit kasih sayang walaupun dorg xsedar.

Dengan hidup skrg nie aku bukan minta banyak.Sikit2 je.So aku amik sikit dari orang nie,amik sikit dari org tue.So sape2 yg prsn aku ada amik perhatian daripada dorg,korg fahamla yeh n buat2 xfaham.Biar je,jgn risau,aku xkan amik kesempatan kat korg.

Ok,sapekah orgnya itu?Kalau aku sebut nama terus,bapak jahilnya aku.Tp adala hint2 skt aku nak bg supaya setidak-tidaknya korg yg aku amik perhatian tue tersenyum sorg2.N korg jgn lari,ok?Nanti sunyi blk aku nie.:p

Org pertama adalah,kawan Uniten aku sendiri.Merupakan org yg agak kenal aku in n out.Die nie bagus,lahir sama bulan dgn aku.Aku suka cara kerja die.Sgt2 membantu.Mesra orgnya.Selesa gakla lepak dgn die.Tp sayang..(sayang apa aku xmau sambung ayat aku tue.haha).

Org kedua adalah,kawan yg aku xkenal sgt pun.Jauh skali die kenal aku.Tp kddg dpt borak dgn die,buat aku dpt lepaskan semua prsn2 yg sayu2 nie.Biarlah die tiap kali borak dgn aku pun dia nak mengadu psl study die.Tp aku lega gak.Xtahu kenape.Pelik bukan?Tp aku suka borak dgn die.Dan sayang seribu kali sayang..(lg skali,aku xnak ckp sayang sbb ape.:p)

Orang ketiga adalah,kawan yg aku kenal xdela lama sgt xdela kejap sgt.Suam2 org kata.Tp rapatnya aku dgn dia mcm..erm..mcm tuela kot.Hee.Mcm each other guardian angle to each other.Selesa nak nak ckp pape pun dgn die.Cuma lately,die sibuk skt.:p Tp xpela,asalkan aku tahu die ade je bila2 aku perlukan sumbody.Sayang jgk..sbb..(haha!xmau cerita!).

Yg lain2,kawan2 lain mcm ben merupakan kawan yg plg masuk dan plg blh aku cerita pape pun.Be it anythg,ben has been a good fren for me.Thanks ben!N acap jgk.Die nie 2n d person after ben.Sbb skrg die dah sibuk sbb dah temui cinta hati katanya.Huhu.

Terima kasih kat 3 org tue.Hee.Kalau anda semua tahu siapa diri anda,buat2 xfaham je key?N terus beri saya kasih sayang n perhatian yg saya perlukan!:p

p/s:sedey gile citer aku nie.Tp xpela sbb masa aku akan dtg jgk satu hari nanti.:)